TeenHelp - Entries for August 2010

Ambushed By Religion.

Posted August 23rd 2010 at 05:55 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

Today was my first day of life as a college student.
Not exactly my best day either if I’m honest.
After lunch I had Healthcare Numeracy which I almost fell asleep in at least 6 times. The college has no air conditioning. And the windows don’t open. The result of this is either a classroom that could make you pass out with the heat, or a classroom that Eskimos would find cold. There is no in between. Joy. Luckily the tutor took pity on us and we got a half hour break instead of 15...

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"Learn To Be Happy"

Posted August 20th 2010 at 06:53 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck

Feeling worthless, self destruction
trying to take control of this.
Find a purpose, reconstruction
write it somewhere it will stick.
And the stars are hiding now
but there’s something out there still.
And she knows, yeah she knows
there’s an awful lot of beauty in this world

As I’m typing, I can’t help noticing the small red lines on the back of my wrist. Evidence of yesterday’s mistakes. Won’t be too long before they’re gone,...

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Some Things Hurt Way Too Much To Be Known

Posted August 15th 2010 at 11:15 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

Sometimes there are things we just don’t want to know. Yet we do anyway.

And it’s always the things that hurt the most. Especially when it’s as if there is no reason in the world for it to hurt. It does. And that can’t be changed.

So we find an excuse to leave and find a way to dry our tears. Until the next time.
Because they don’t need to know how much it hurts. No one ever knows the true extent of how much they hurt you. They can be the closest friend you have,...

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Urgh I give up.

Posted August 13th 2010 at 10:03 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

I give up on the NHS, seriously. I understand that free healthcare is like a godsend to people, I get that, but it would help if the healthcare we get, actually helped
I had my last chance to get some help today and I blew it. Or rather, the psych nurse blew it.
I went there with a list, my friend gave me a list of things I should talk about. And I wrote them all down.
She said to mention:
- Paranoia, also in relation to eating. (I have to eat in even numbers)
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