sorry but i cut once again yesterday. i cut deeper than i ever have.i feel really guilty.but the thing is that i want to cut again.i might.i probably will.

can't i just cut so deep that i die.i wish.or do something that could kill me.i might kill myself soon.

i told someone.i told them about my depression and my cutting.i was so scared,but i did .she promised not to tell my parents.but she convinced me to tell my dad. i might not though.i have a feeling he will get mad. i am going to go talk to the counselor at my school first.

when i woke up this morning i was very suicidal.i still am.i promised someone i would be alive til monday. but after that i will . unless someone convinces me that there's a reason to live .which i bet they...

i want to give up on quitting cutting,and just on life.. i have gone 9 almost 10 days without cutting..but i may cut later i want to so bad.. today my dad noticed the cuts on my arm,i told him lies..i don't think he believes me ..i think he will find out soon,he wants me to tell him if something is bothering me but i just can't..

i was so depressed today,a teacher at my school noticed ..

i am thinking about commiting suicide..i even have a plan..i am sorta scared, i think...

i am really thinking about overdosing..i have the pills..my friends would be so mad..but maybe it would just kill me..everyone would probably just be happy that id be gone..i don't know what to do.. i am scared..i thought i was getting happier.but i guess i am so wrong about that..i think i should tell someone. my parents would be so mad. if any one can help,please comment..

i cut yesterday,and i cut again today..I really want to stop.I just don't know ..its like sometimes i want to stop other times i don't want to stop at all..i really don't know what to do..yesterday for the first time i cut my wrist.it still hurts..i deserve it still hurting though.i also have been thinking about suicide a lot..i know how i might do it.. i really don't know anything anymore..

hey everyone ,since this is my first blog i might as well tell you about myself..

-my name is Dionna
-i am 13 years old
-i think i have depression
-i have been cutting for about 2 months
-i am trying to stop cutting
-i am an only child
-my parents have been divorced since i was little
-i am blonde
-some people make fun of me because i am blonde

thats all i can think about now.if you have any questions ,comment.