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Stupid me
Posted August 12th 2011 at 04:46 AM by Lumos.
Im so stupid. i want to kill myself again. i don't care anymore. i have cut 2 days in a row.I want to cut the deepest i can.
i wish i could die. i noticed a couple days ago im so selfish.. everyone would be happy if i died.
I feel like i have done everything wrong in the past couple days. i can't do anything right.Everyone gets mad at me. Does anyone else ever feel like this?
School starts in almost a week. i don't want to go to school were i have to pretend im happy, and that everythings alright.. im excited for fall because then i can over my arms easier.or maybe i won't even have to live til then. if someone would point a gun at me id be happy..
I have to go out to dinner with family tomorrow. pretend to be happy. i want to just sit alone. maybe i'll just bring a book in and read the whole time. they probably won't let me..
im just stupid, worthless,and selfish..
I don't deseve to be alive
i wish i could die. i noticed a couple days ago im so selfish.. everyone would be happy if i died. I feel like i have done everything wrong in the past couple days. i can't do anything right.Everyone gets mad at me. Does anyone else ever feel like this?
School starts in almost a week. i don't want to go to school were i have to pretend im happy, and that everythings alright.. im excited for fall because then i can over my arms easier.or maybe i won't even have to live til then. if someone would point a gun at me id be happy..
I have to go out to dinner with family tomorrow. pretend to be happy. i want to just sit alone. maybe i'll just bring a book in and read the whole time. they probably won't let me..
im just stupid, worthless,and selfish..
I don't deseve to be alive
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You do deserve to be alive.
Please stay safe tonight, stay strong! I"m here if you ever need!Posted August 12th 2011 at 04:55 AM by Coffee.
