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Posted August 28th 2012 at 10:20 PM by Lumos.
I was doing great but then it all came crashing down. It keeps going back and forth. I don't know what to do anymore. One day im happy and want to live my life, and be a good person. The next i feel like cutting my skin up and just dying. I don't know what to do right now.
Today all i want to do is cut. Just feel the relief, and everything to go away for a couple minutes. Was depressed at school today, used the whole 'im just tired'. It worked.
I think i'll just give up and cut. Who cares about 112 days without.
im done
Today all i want to do is cut. Just feel the relief, and everything to go away for a couple minutes. Was depressed at school today, used the whole 'im just tired'. It worked.
I think i'll just give up and cut. Who cares about 112 days without.
im done
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Hey. That long without it is absolutely amazing. Hasn't that proved to you that you can be strong and keep yourself safe and work through things? You can do this. There's a difference between wanting to hurt yourself and actually doing it, so try to keep yourself distracted. The thoughts don't need to rule your life.
Posted August 29th 2012 at 02:31 AM by Storyteller.
