T-R-I-G-G-E-R-E-D.
By nothing at all.
Bleed.
Drink.
Overdose.
Done.

Thishastostop.

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I just got back from placement. They sent me home after I almost passed out/threw up in the dining room while the residents were having breakfast. One of the dining ladies got Kerry. She told me to come to the staff room with her. Just shook my head. Everything was dark and I felt like I was dreaming. She stood me up anyway and took me. Felt so sick. Kept coughing. She told me my heart was racing and left me there. Sat for over an hour in the staff room before my supervisor drove me home.
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Some quotes inspirational quotes about staying strong. I hope they help someone

''There is no failure except in no longer trying. There is no defeat except from within, no really insurmountable barrier save our own inherent weakness of purpose.'' ~ Elbert Hubbard

"Build upon strengths, and weaknesses will gradually take care of themselves."

"What lies behind you and what lies in front of you, pales in comparison to what lies inside of you."...

The only reason I'm not cutting right now is cause theres no more room....

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I'll have 3 full days and a couple of hours on Friday home alone. The possibilities of...