Didn't really drink much, plus food, so sobered up pretty fast, but already too triggered
Aaaaahhhhh well

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TeenHelp Newsletter #45 - December 23rd 2013 - http://www.teenhelp.org

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I can feel the numbness alcohol brings coursing through my body already. I haven't eaten all day, which only intensifies the effect. Its the closest thing to a sensory deprivation "drug" I have, so I appreciate the existence,seeing as I've never tried any form of illegal recreational drug, but the only problem is it makes self harm a lot easier, and lowers inhibitions.

So! I figured some people (if any) want to see my social life so, http://yeoldehxckoala.tumblr.com/

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I must say that ever since I came back from Thanksgiving vacation to school, things have started to really shape up. I started reaching out to others that I wasn't really friends with before, and now, those people are my good friends now. Another thing that happened was one of my friends that I met in my choral class last year and was really good friends with actually texted me one night and actually apologized for treating me like crap since the school year began. She felt really bad and actually...

I had quite a good day today, went out ( :O ).
The weird thing is, the better day I have, the more down I feel at night. So if I have a really good or bad day, I end up cutting at night, but not on a mediocre day.
Meh, what can you do?

Whereas before I could go maybe 2 weeks' now it's almost every night
Never use twitter, don't have an account, bit l but I came across this account @welltbh that is literally me, besides gender.

Whereas before I could go maybe 2 weeks' now it's almost every night
Never use twitter, don't have an account, bit l but I came across this account @welltbh that is literally me, besides gender.

Got rid of the ticker, depressing having to reset it all the time and for other people to see under every post I make
Secret santa in mai form was shit, I got a bag full of sweets, chocolate etc, given to me by someone I haven't really spoken to this year. I could almost see people thinking "ummmm this is awkward, will he eat them here? That'd be horrible". I gave it all away to my friends come lunch, I even felt self concious doing that, just the fact that I had them.
So...