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Stupid Riots

Posted August 9th 2011 at 01:16 PM by Riddikulus

These stupid riots hit my area last night! Why can't people just stop, violence isn't going to solve anything! My parents being in the police have been at work all night and will be all today as well :/
Losing all faith in humanity rapidly...

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I need a hug so badly poss trig

Posted August 8th 2011 at 03:55 PM by Riddikulus

I can't handle life at the moment, I can't handle everything that is going on.
I don't understand why he can't listen to me when I say things or at least think about what I am saying. This is just as much my decision as it is his, we're in this together but he doesn't understand that.
I'm too young for all this, I'm so confused and scared and i really need a hug right now...

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Please..stop hurting me... *poss trig

Posted July 25th 2011 at 03:15 PM by Riddikulus

Yeah i'm just going to smile, pretend it's all okay. I'm going to say i'm fine but I really just want you to notice i'm not okay. To hug me and tell me it's all going to be fine, to not hurt me anymore for everything I do... when you tell me you love me and won't ever hurt me I want you to mean it forever, not just until the next time you get drunk and I upset you.
I don't want you to hit me anymore and call me stupid when I cry... I want you to hold my hand and kiss my forehead and say you'll...

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Can't help anyone...

Posted July 22nd 2011 at 02:08 PM by Riddikulus

Argh, I can't do this anymore! I just cause arguments and things would just be easier without me >_<
Apparantly I don't help as a staffie, as i've been told many time,so obviously there is no point anymore, i may as well just give up.

You're pathetic Charli...

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Stupid, Pathetic Child

Posted July 18th 2011 at 04:08 PM by Riddikulus

What am I doing! I'm a Stupid, pathetic child who can't do anything right!
I upset everyone, I am annoyed at myself but that doesn't mean I should take it out on other people. I just need to hold it inside, pretend it's not there and maybe it will go away >_<

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I'm just here for him to hurt

Posted July 15th 2011 at 04:49 PM by Riddikulus

I really want him to stop with this, stop with the paranoia and thinking i am going to cheat on him. I would never hurt him like that, i love him too much.
Can't he treat me with respect for once and not take everything out on me, I hate the bruises and the pain.
He asked me if i loved him and when i said yes said he didn't believe me; if i didn't love him would i put up with all of his crap and even though he has hurt me so much still be here if him no matter what!?
He...

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Don't really want to go anymore *trig

Posted July 9th 2011 at 11:05 AM by Riddikulus

It's so stupid, I don't even know why i am so nervous about going to Paris!
I get to go and play music there which is great, but it's the people i have to put up with and the fact that i can't cut as i'm sharing a room with 3 other people. I don't know if i can do it anymore >_< What do i do if i get really triggered?!
I'm freaking out and i know it's pathetic but i can't stop....

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Please don't make me go *trig

Posted July 4th 2011 at 08:01 AM by Riddikulus

Arghhh Sixth Form induction today....

Can't face school...
Can't face the people....

People are just going to ask questions and the idiots are going to just call me names, I can't deal with it all today...
Maybe it's just me being stupid, i don't know anymore...

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I deserve it.. trig*

Posted June 30th 2011 at 08:23 AM by Riddikulus

I can't do this...

I have come to the conclusion that it must be me, i am the one common factor in all of this with my bf and parents....I deserve every bruise and cut i recieve...otherwise it wouldn't happen.

I'm just pathetic, i stand there and let it happen.. just grow up Charli...

cut cut cut

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Finally broken *trig

Posted June 28th 2011 at 02:52 PM by Riddikulus

I think I have finally snapped, finally broken.

Suddenly i just want to cut and bleed everywhere, I want to scream in the face of the people who have hurt me, to drink until i can't stand up. And then to finally take all those pills and actually succeed at it this time ....
I'm not the strong person they think I am, i'm broken, I can't be fixed anymore.

I can't take the pain or the urges for any longer.. i'm sorry..

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