Went to the hospital today to see the ENT doctor.
Had to have my hearing tested which was really weird xD But it was all good. Then in with the doctor i just mentioned that i have trouble breathing through my nose. He looked and shoved some funy metal stick up my nose which really hurt, and said that my one nasal cavity is open and fine, but due to me breaking my nose a few times, my nose is wonky and the other one is less than half the size.

So for now I have nasal spray but...

Last fall, I had a couple of entries in the Sex and Puberty forum area related to my encounter with a couple of girls on my way home from school. It started out with me helping them with their math problems at one of the girl's homes, but also soon led to me getting a handjob or a blowjob twice a week from one or other, a visiting foreign exchange student. It was a pleasant time for me, but it finally ended about a month ago. I felt that there was no need to mention anything here, but I've had a...

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For my first actual blog: Books to Read (before you die)

I have a stack of books taller than me that I really want to read (and those are just the books that I own). I’ve been searching the web for a list of books that I should read before I die, and found quite a few different lists. (In fact, there is actually a book called 1001 Books You Must Read Before You Die). Some lists are just American classics; others list books that go as far back as Homer’s The Iliad, and The...

Hello everyone!

I believe that this will be my first "visible" blog posting. YAY!

I've been wanting to start a blog for a while, but I could never seem to figure out what I want to write about. So I guess I'll just write about what ever comes to my mind (kind of like a non-personal journal).

Maybe I've been puting it off because I don't think that anyone will read these, but I don't really care anymore, I just want to write.

If you...

I had a therapy appointment today. Thank fucking god. I feel a lot better now but realized after I left what I needed to talk to her about. That's annoying. And she always asks me if I've cut again and I have to LIE to her and say no because she's a mandatory reporter and would tell my mom. The real answer is yes, yes I have cut. I wish I didn't have to lie but I really don't want my parents taking away my phone, yelling at me, and grounding me. I really wish I could admit to it and don't really...