Hardships.

Just even hearing the word
Automatically has
That negative connotation to it
That almost everyone despises.

Most would wish away
Their current or past hardships,
And want to live in a Utopia,
A perfect life with no pain and suffering.

But let's think about that for a moment.

If everything was perfect
With no pain and suffering,
With no hardships of any kind,
What...

So I wanted to have a discussion about Linkin Park or Papa Roach, In This Moment extc Rock bands and Astrology or zodiac signs.

So here is my thought on Linkin Park.
To me Chester was hot as hell
His words helped me through dark time.
And it is sad that he ended his life.
But why is everyone still talkin bout it as if it was like he died today. Mean I get the wanting of letting his legacy live on, but to me is it getting to much?.
It also occurs...

Judge, judge, judge, judge.

It's all people know how to do now,
And they are very good at it.

People just judge you
Before they really get to know you.

How can you really judge someone
Without knowing their life story?

That is the question.

That is the question
Everyone should be asking themselves
Before opening their mouth
And harshly judging others.

I guess it's just...

So, recently I increased my gauge size
I went from a size 16 to a size 10

It hurts, but I did it and im proud for not crying, screaming, or biting anyone

Why can 2 people in the same family get treated so differently? Let me give you an example, if I pushed into my brother I would be grounded and if he comes up and punches me repeatedly in the shoulders then it is my fault. let me give you another example if I throw a shoe and it accidentally hits him i get a shoe thrown at me by my dad who is standing less than a meter away. if anyone could give me an answer to my question in bold i would appreciate it greatly.

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At day or at night,
Do you ever find yourself
Looking up at the sky,
Wondering, pondering,
Or even remembering?

Sometimes I find myself
Looking up at the sky,
And a lot of times,
Reminiscing a lot of memories,
Both good and bad.

Do you ever think about
Everything you've been through,
Only to find yourself
So depressed
About who and what you lost?

Do you ever want to say...

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When I see the red dripping on my wrist,
When I feel the cold metal on the back of my head
When I feel the flame on my legs and feet,
I'm thinking of getting lost with the nothingness inside of me.

Sometimes I wonder,
If anyone will miss me when I'm six feet under.
Will anyone care if I'm buried under the soil?
Will anyone find the notes I keep hidden?
Sometimes I wanna get lost with the nothingness inside of me.

Screaming...