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Posted January 16th 2012 at 02:08 AM by Ennui.
Tags inpatient therapy, residential, self harm, suicide
My mom said that if I ever self harmed again, she'd put me into inpatient therapy because I have "no reason to self harm" and, well, of course she thinks my suicidal thoughts are exaggerated.
But, I've been thinking.
No, the thoughts haven't gone away like I said.
I've lied to my therapist about the last time I've self harmed.
The therapist is already suggesting I see a psychiatrist, and is going to talk to my mom about this next time I see her.Once she does, either the therapist will get bitched at or I will.
SHOULD I go inpatient? My self harm isn't that bad, I haven't needed stitches or anything, and I can go days without, but I do have pills under my bed. Mind you, mostly vitamins, but I'm sure an overdose on iron and other vitamins, as well as a tiny bit of expired anti-emetics and other odds and ends, will do SOMETHING. I don't know what to do, I've been thinking about the possibility for forever. But, it's not like I can control how long I'd be in there, and I'd only want it for the summer. =/
But, I've been thinking.
No, the thoughts haven't gone away like I said.
I've lied to my therapist about the last time I've self harmed.
The therapist is already suggesting I see a psychiatrist, and is going to talk to my mom about this next time I see her.Once she does, either the therapist will get bitched at or I will.
SHOULD I go inpatient? My self harm isn't that bad, I haven't needed stitches or anything, and I can go days without, but I do have pills under my bed. Mind you, mostly vitamins, but I'm sure an overdose on iron and other vitamins, as well as a tiny bit of expired anti-emetics and other odds and ends, will do SOMETHING. I don't know what to do, I've been thinking about the possibility for forever. But, it's not like I can control how long I'd be in there, and I'd only want it for the summer. =/
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