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Google wants to kill TH. D:

Posted December 7th 2010 at 01:38 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

I tried to access TH from Google Chrome and look what happened!

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Sometimes I just love my friends. xD

Posted December 5th 2010 at 03:25 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

So I'm talking to my friend who is Wiccan and we're talking about their law of any energy you send out, good or bad, coming back threefold.

Me: Wait
- If you kill someone
- And it comes back threefold
- Do you die 3 times?
Her: no
- you die once and then the left over bad karma gets transfered to your next life
- where alot of bad shit happens...
Me: Interesting.
- So.
- Who did you kill in your last life? Cause it seems

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Placement >.<

Posted December 2nd 2010 at 09:52 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

About an hour ago I was thinking about how I'm going to end up staying up until stupid o'clock tonight even though I have to be up at 7.15 to get to my placement in a care home tomorrow. I looked at the clock and thought 'Nah, it's not even 9 yet, I'll shower in a minute and settle down.' It's now almost ten and my lazy ass hasn't moved.
Honestly I don't want to go. I understand that I need the 140 or whatever hours of care work to move on to HNC Social Care and I get that a care home is

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No, I don't mind. Like it makes a difference.

Posted November 27th 2010 at 08:25 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

I am getting so sick of my family. One aunt is just steamrolling everything and taking over and doing everything the way she wants it. The other is standing by her.

Another aunt is just going to kick off and create drama by the sounds of it at the funeral.

I’m so sick of this week. Seriously.

I spent maybe an hour and a half or two hours typing up an order of service, making sure the text fitted, editing a nice picture and making sure it all looked good....

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Well, thank you, mother. I feel wonderful now.

Posted November 20th 2010 at 12:06 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

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“Why don’t you start drinking and get your high like a normal teenager? Not that you’re not normal, but you know..
And I know that she’s not just a friend coming up from England. Set yourself up for a fall, sweetheart. Distance is hard and this could be just a gay phase you’re going through. But hey, if you grow up gay, you’ll still be my little girl.”

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I’m not capable of feeling anything just now. I was so upset with her last night. She said that I’m ‘not well’ just because...

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(Trig?) Done.

Posted November 15th 2010 at 05:24 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

I started so many things I wish I hadn’t.
I stayed up too late last night. I knew it was a stupid thing to do. I knew I’d feel horrible today. But I did. It got to the point that I couldn’t stop crying because all I wanted was to sleep. To forget. So I tore my arm apart instead. I don’t regret that, if I’m honest. Actually while I’m being honest, I’m quite happy to do that again tonight. Because I realised, I don’t care anymore. I don’t care who notices that I refuse to eat. I don’t care

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To Write Love On Her Arms

Posted November 12th 2010 at 12:26 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

Quote:

There is a difference between what is said and what is implied.

Where your words kiss my hand, the unspoken stabs my heart.

AND THE TEARS ARE DENIED

These feelings are unjustified

Quote:

* No one can save me from myself. If I don’t want it, I won’t have it… Only through my Higher Power and turning my will over.
* Remember the DESPAIR, the moments when you wanted to DIE… Do you really want to go back?!
* When I was in my addiction

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"And how's your granddad doing? I haven't seen him in a while."

Posted October 8th 2010 at 04:12 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

We're having a 'family night' tonight.
Random food, games and maybe watching some of the video footage we took on holiday.
I'm not fooled.
I know why they're doing this. And in some ways, it makes it worse.
They're trying to compensate for disappointment and show what they mean when they say that we have to stick together as a family.
I wouldn't say I'm feeling disappointed. It feels more like there's a huge part of me that's just... gone.
And it's not coming...

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Been too long!

Posted September 28th 2010 at 11:50 AM by LlamaLlamaDuck

Wow I need to come on this thing more

I can't believe the last time I used it was my first day at college.
Lots has changed.
I've settled in, I know my way around and actually know some people's names

Shock horror!

I'm definitely happier and a bit more confident since then too.
Though my pessimism is telling me that it won't be long before both are shattered. Isn't that cheerful?

Currently getting very excited about a trip to England on Friday....

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Ambushed By Religion.

Posted August 23rd 2010 at 06:55 PM by LlamaLlamaDuck

Today was my first day of life as a college student.
Not exactly my best day either if I’m honest.
After lunch I had Healthcare Numeracy which I almost fell asleep in at least 6 times. The college has no air conditioning. And the windows don’t open. The result of this is either a classroom that could make you pass out with the heat, or a classroom that Eskimos would find cold. There is no in between. Joy. Luckily the tutor took pity on us and we got a half hour break instead of 15...

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