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Posted October 18th 2012 at 04:38 AM by Lumos.
Well im doing ok again. I've been going up and down lately.
Right now the reason im happy is because i like someone at my school. Lets call him R. I told one of my friends the other day. Then in like the last day or so, i've been talking to him a lot. R keeps poking me in the ribs, and smiling at me. Then when i was saying bye to him he gave me a hug.
I keep wondering if he likes me back. :/
Today marks 3 weeks without Self Harm.
I almost relapsed yesterday, but then I convinced my self not too.
Maybe i can make it longer. Im trying.
I got about 3 hours of sleep last night. I was having really bad anxiety, all the thoughts just kept racing through my mind. I hope i get a bit more sleep tonight...
Right now the reason im happy is because i like someone at my school. Lets call him R. I told one of my friends the other day. Then in like the last day or so, i've been talking to him a lot. R keeps poking me in the ribs, and smiling at me. Then when i was saying bye to him he gave me a hug.
I keep wondering if he likes me back. :/Today marks 3 weeks without Self Harm.
I almost relapsed yesterday, but then I convinced my self not too. Maybe i can make it longer. Im trying.
I got about 3 hours of sleep last night. I was having really bad anxiety, all the thoughts just kept racing through my mind. I hope i get a bit more sleep tonight...
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Aww, young love! How adorable. It seems like he's flirting with you. I would advise taking it slow. Keep doing what you're doing and the rest is likely to fall into place. Spend your time getting to know him. Good bye hugs are always the best.
Well done for three weeks without self harm! That's incredible. I'm also glad that you were able to convince yourself to not relapse. Keep fighting those urges. They're hard, but they are not impossible to overcome.
I hope you get more sleep tonight. Drink some sleepy time tea, and take a relaxing bath. You deserve it. <3Posted October 18th 2012 at 03:56 PM by Just Peachy.
