Too tired...
Too much work..
Too much other stuff to do...
Need breaks but can't take them...
Detention a possibility in every subject...
Not enough hours to do everything I need too...
Don't know how much ore I can take of this...
Not sure how to keep going y'know...
I'm becoming a zombie...
Can't breathe...
Can't think...
Can't eat...
Just need to sleep...

No, I don't want you to praise me. I want you to respect me. Listen to me. Trust me. I want you to know that I may be a near hollow shell but unfortunately im part of your sad fucked up life. I am not like you anymore. We are different people. I'm sick and tired of putting on a fucking fake smile on my face just to leave the house for you. I'm done father. You may hate me, but i just don't care anymore. Tell me im worthless again. I'll believe you. Hell, I think I already do.

It would be so much easier for everyone to live if i was dead. I just take up space. Today everyone has treated me like i don't do anything.

i just can't handle life anymore. I just want to say bye to all of my friends on TH and everyone else. Im gonna try to live but i can't make promises. No one is gonna read this anyways. No one will even notice or care that im gone. I don't have many friends. i don't deserve friends. I don't deserve to be loved. im just a horible, and pathetic...

Because I'll stay in bed,
Replaying all the words you said
A replay of the unemotional words,
After what I saw what you did, and even the things I heard.
I knew, I'd still love you.
Even after all we've been through.

Answer my prayers,
And come back to me
It was so strong, so hard to believe
It all went wrong.
Come back to me
I'm going to bleed for all eternity.

Why is it so important to you
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