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TeenHelp has been having a bit of a hard time lately - it's got terrible acne, has found hair in new places, and is struggling to get a girlfriend and/or boyfriend! Having survived the perils of childhood, TeenHelp is now ready to embark on the challenges of adolescence as it celebrates its thirteenth birthday!

In the last thirteen years TeenHelp has accomplished a lot. Rising as ...

My therapist told me I should have cut off connections with her because she's part of my "dark" past. (His words, not mine) It's times like these I really wish I would have listened. But I have to get past it, Jamie is watching my every move:\
I will admit I started smoking heavily now. I try not to around Jamie. It seems like my entire life revolves around someone else.
-When I was little all I did was try to please my dad.
-As I got older all I did was think about...

Spent the day in bed today. Not been that well, really. Dozing on and off and watching crappy TV.
Had a headache and mum said to take paracetamol because apparently ibuprofen is too strong. Told them that because the paracetamol wasn't sugar coated it'd make me sick but they said I'd be fine.
So now I'm sat on my bed, not only feeling bad, but now I feel like throwing up too. Fml.
They just think I'm being fussy. But honestly, if they had to taste something that horrible every...

Don't know How I feel. Just know I feel so alone. Clinging on to life by the skin of my teeth. One more Push and I'm going to fall further than I've ever fallen before and hope I never get back up again.

I don't get it. We were always together, she was always there for me. I thought she loved me. I really did.That just proves how blind I am. How stupid I really am.
This is one of the worst things that could have happened to me. So I guess I'm not going to quit sh-ing for awhile.
Usually during a breakup you think Fuck her, But I can't do that. I still love her. I'm overreacting, Theres plenty fish in the sea right? No, not for me.

I apologize for the rant. I'm just...

Today was amazing.
I went to Leda's house. It seems like its been so long since I saw her last. We went to the movies I almost cried when it was time to leave, but I'm allowed to visit her more often now. And she's allowed over.
And I told Jamie that I fell in a rose bush and got those scars. He almost cried, I feel bad about lying but its for the best. I played video games with him for awhile And he started to talk to Bill and Debbie a little !
I'm also trying to...

I'm falling apart right now but i can't let anyone see that. I have to keep it together somehow but its getting so much harder to fake a smile and pretend that everythings ok. I guess i have no choice though. I have to be ok...I am ok. If i say it enough times maybe i'll believe it. Who knows.
I'm just not coping at all at the moment. I'm on a self destruct mode and noone seems to even notice. I suppose i...

I've eaten too much today, way too many calories, I can feel the fat building up inside. Need to burn it off, need to exersize and move and make it get out, stop the weight.

I've put on weight since Monday, don't know what to do, too tired to exersize, just want to curl up in a ball and sleep, musn't stop moving though! I had too much last night, chocolate and booze = weight gain!

Must do something, think I need to cut, musn't let myself do it! Musn't let myself give...

My Dearest Blade,

I can feel you looking at me, I can feel you stare from your drawer, you want to be free from your home, you are good, you want to help me! I'm denying you happiness, I'm punishing you for doing all you know, all you ever have done, I even feel sorry for you, a fucking blade.

What's wrong with me? I need to cut but I can't, I need food but I've eaten too much already today, I can't keep busy, there's nothing to do to be distracted, I'm such a loser,...