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Just want to scream (Trig)

Posted May 17th 2011 at 09:07 AM by Anatidaephobia
Updated May 17th 2011 at 09:31 AM by Anatidaephobia

I'm useless. I am freaking useless. I can't do anything right. I was so happy this weekend everything seemed perfect i was practically on top of the world. Then yesterday i crashed. I hate that feeling. When you can feel yourself falling and theres nothing you can do about it. I feel so low. I have an exam in 2 hours. Going to fail. I don't know anything, can't concentrate. Images. I want

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Smile :) You're beautiful!

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Best Friends Forever

Posted May 16th 2011 at 11:30 PM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

Today was a tough day. I really don't want to be the blogger who just blogs about what happened each and every day of their life, but today I just needed to vent.

Well, I guess my day started to head south during my first class of the day. My friend, L, I'll call her was talking to me. Complaining, I should say, about her life. She said that she wants a new car, but her dad won't buy her one. Sounds harmless, huh. Her car is only 3 years old......and it's a Camero!!! Really?! My car...

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I'm only the monster u made me

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Trig.

Posted May 16th 2011 at 08:07 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I'm staying away from advice here right now. I'll still blog, I guess.

It's just so triggering. It makes me want to cut and starve and kill myself.

But I like to help people, so I come on anyway.

I've been happier lately, but it's weird. Thinspo is keeping me happy. Eating barely anything is keeping me happy. I'm desperately trying to lose weight so I'm happier.

But what if I fail? What if I gain?

First session with Pete...

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Newsletter #14 - Avatar delays; staying safe at a festival or party; making the transition from high school to university.

Posted May 15th 2011 at 11:00 AM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)
Updated November 17th 2011 at 05:28 PM by Rob

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TeenHelp Newsletter #14 - May 15th 2011 - http://www.teenhelp.org

Welcome to the TeenHelp Newsletter! Our Newsletter contains a lot of useful information about our current work, including updates to our site and services, work with our partners and affiliates, details of upcoming events, short bits of advice, interesting...

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Ugh

Posted May 14th 2011 at 08:53 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I hate the debate forums on here. All of my arguments get slashed to peices. Is there something wrong with my way of thinking? Why am I the only person who has my point of view?

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Reminder: Dealing with parents discussions tonight!

Posted May 14th 2011 at 11:00 AM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)
Updated December 17th 2011 at 05:51 PM by TeenHelp

Source: Notice | Facilitated Chat Room Discussions.

Reminder: Dealing with parents discussions tonight!

There are three scheduled discussions on the topic of dealing with parents in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (BST), the second will be held at 8pm Eastern US time (EDT), and the third will be held at 8pm Pacific US time (PDT). All you have to do to take part is log into the Chat...

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Too fat

Posted May 14th 2011 at 09:19 AM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I binged this morning.
I'm so stupid.
No more snacks today. Half my lunch, which hopefully will just be soup anyway, and then maybe see if I can get away with three quarters of whatever my mum serves for dinner, no second helpings and no pudding.
Sounds doable.
Ugh. I hate my body.

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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Why?

Posted May 14th 2011 at 05:00 AM by Ashes2493 (The Ramblings of a Crazy College Student)

Eww. You disgusting freak!
Get away from me!

This is what some lady said to me a few days ago. I know I'm 18, I should be grown up enough to handle whatever comes at me. But I just didn't expect someone to say this to me. Especially someone older than me.

I was at a restaurant with a friend for breakfast. I'm used to getting stares from people because I have severe plaque psoriasis all over my body. Well I had just got my order

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I'm only the monster u made me

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Broken yoyo.

Posted May 13th 2011 at 07:58 PM by Evanesco (Lost in Time and Space)

I'm tired. I think I'll get some food and go to bed.
I need a hug from someone.
I'm lonely.
But I feel weird. I've been irritable, hyper and sometimes really down all week. It's odd and annoying.

Evanesco

Linguistics geek

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:'(... (Triggering)

Posted May 13th 2011 at 06:35 PM by Troubled_Heart

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! MY MUM HAS ME TOTALLY SUSSED! SHE KNOWS THEYRE SELF HARM AND SHE KNOWS I THEN MOVED TO MY STOMACH! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I FEEL LIKE CRYING! IM SOOOOOOOOO SCARED SHE'S GOING TO CHECK AND I'VE STOPPED FOR AGEEEEEES! I DON'T OVERLY NEED TO NOW, I KNOW MORE THAN EVER THAT I CAN'T! BUT IM SO STRESSED AND ITS THIS TYPE OF THING THAT MAKES ME NEED 2! I HATE MYSELF FOR ALL THIS! I HATE HER FOR TALKING ABOUT IT! I JUST HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT! I CAN'T HELP BUT WANT TO END IT...