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I hate the songs that remind me of how i felt about my ex... T_T But... but... I can't delete them

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Im wandering theese streets, They all start crowding in.
They stare down at the pavement, Nobody looking up, Im staring alone, my walls wearing thin.

They walk in a line, I can't seem to keep up.
Where do they all come from, why do they not look up.

I follow all those helpless souls, they drown there heads with sorrow, The blackened broken sky, Ahead, the rain slowly follows.

I yell, I try to catch there attention but they can't ever hear me...

My Heart beats fast and silence fills the air.
My body sinks into the sheets, Holding back the tears.
The door swinging open I try to keep it in.
Trying not to make a noise, Though I know that I'll give in.

My mind losing focus, My lungs catching fire.
I can't keep it all inside, My throat clentching tighter.

You grab me by the waist and throw me to the floor, Yell and scream at me, until I can't take it anymore.

You hit me and shove...

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I feel like writing. Have no idea what to write though. Things are flying through my head so fast i cant catch them and put them into words. Tired. Im so tired. Pups cant me up half the night, or maybe i kept them up? Maybe i just wanted company. I dont no. I dont no whats going on. Ive a headache. Maybe coz i cant really remember the last time i ate. I have therapy in like 2 hours. Cant go. I really cant. Im wired. Too much lucozade sport too little food. Too much crazy little things going on....

Darling,

I stayed up all night going through your stuff. I looked at our pics, some made me laugh, some made me cry. Mostly i cried. I cried for you, for us, for all the things we didnt have the time to do. But then i remmbered all the things we did do. And so many memeries came back pix, we had some crazy wonderful times. And i will treasure those times. I wont forget i promise you that. But its time i moved on dont you think? Its been 254 days...I cried for you every one of those...

Everything now seems ridiculous. I never want to move and I never want to see anyone. Everyday it seems something sets me off. I start feeling terribly weak and get odd aches and pains. I don't know if it's depression but I just know it is. I can feel it just like I knew I needed glasses when I went to the eye doctor and because I'm a christian I tell the truth. I've worn glasses for about a month. I'm scared to tell my parents because they would think I'm over reacting. Today I felt depressed and...

It seems almost every one here who reads the things I post just ignore it. I've only had 2 comments and not where I need comments! I freakin want to kill myself! I am so confused about being bi or not and no one has tried to help! What is up! I'm ignored at school all the time and I'm hated by almost everyone!!! I need help and no one seems to care!!!! I need someone to look at some of my previous posts and help me out!!!!!!!!!!!!! Others have gotten help who have had big problems but not me! I...