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I told you to be fine. *triggering*
Posted August 18th 2012 at 09:59 PM by escape♥
Come on skinny love, just last the year.
I slipped up. Sliced my thighs open. It was almost 2 months.
Pour a little salt, we were never here.
I'm scared. The thoughts and urges have never been this bad. E is supposed to come over tomorrow to celebrate my birtday, and he said he's going to take and destroy my blade. I don't know what I'll do with out it.
My my my- my my my- my my my.
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.
I don't know what to do. At least school starts soon, and there will be some sort of distraction. But I'm going to a new school,and E won't be there. I don't know how I'm going to cope.
I tell my love to wreck it all.
I thought I was doing better. I thought I could stop wanting to destroy myself. But I can't. I'm so fat, disgusting, horrid, worthless, waste of space, useless, etc etc etc etc.
Come on skinny love, what happened here?
I can't do this anymore. I can't cope..I just can't. Its a struggle every day and I'm tired of fighting.
And I told you to be fine.
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Please stay strong honey!
I know you relapsed but you can get through these urges, we all have hard times but we can make it through them with the people that love us. Because E is said he is going to destroy the blade it shows that he cares for you very much!
You are NOT fat, worthless or any of those things! It's OK to depend on other people, to lean on them when you can't take the load. I'm sure E is willing to help. Talk to him.
Stay strong honey!
-SamPosted August 18th 2012 at 10:59 PM by Samwise
