Yesterday made 2 years on this incredible site, but unfortunately I wasn't able to make it online to celebrate. But that's okay, because I'm here now and I won't be leaving anytime soon.

I love being a staffie here, it's been an amazing experience. Here's to 2 more years!

I finished WRAP. I'll get a certificate at the beginning of April. Leisa's looking at PET (Peer Education Training) for me, with the intention of me eventually becoming a Peer Support Specialist. I'm proud to have actually completed something, even if it was only 8 two hour classes. It's something.

Last Monday or Tuesday (I don't remember which), my ex, Laura, sent me a message and a friend request on facebook. It really threw me. I have since blocked her, and discovered via a friend...

I've spent so long reaching out to people, asking for help and no one will, they all say they're there for me, but when i actually ask for the help they're not. My family hate me, they tell me regularly they can't wait for me to leave. My friends well... so called friends don't care what i do, how much I hurt myself and will think badly off me if I told them the truth.

I've been holding on like people tell me to, but for what, why am I just holding on for nothing.

I'm better...

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Unfortunately, due to an ongoing shortage of volunteers to run our weekly Facilitated Chat Room Discussions, we have decided to reduce the number of discussions to two per week - effective from Saturday 6th April 2013. The first discussion each week will take place at 8pm UK time (GMT/BST) and the second will take place at 8pm Central US time (CST/CDT). This will hopefully improve the...

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TeenHelp Newsletter #36 - March 16th 2013 - http://www.teenhelp.org

Welcome to the TeenHelp Newsletter! Our Newsletter contains a lot of useful information about our current work, including updates to our site and services, work with our partners and affiliates, details of ...

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There are three scheduled discussions on the topic of dealing with triggers in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (GMT/UTC), the second will be held at 8pm Eastern US time (EDT), and the third will...

Okay so I am 100% exhausted and look and feel like hell. So this blog may or may not make sense and it may or may not be long.

As some of you may or may not be aware I told my mom about everything that is going on in my life and it felt as if she brushed off the suicidal thoughts. I told her that I don't feel like I'll be living much past graduation and she brushed it off as just thoughts. Little does she know that I have pills.

The cutting has gotten worse and I'm...

Okay so, over the last few days, I've been taking a sort of unscheduled mental health break from nearly everything.

So updates.
Flatmate has cleaned up the large majority of her hair dye mess, to the point that I now feel it is at an acceptable (but not optimal) level of clean. She's also getting better at not inviting the neighbours in. She's still not amazingly clean and I'm still not coping too well with living with her, but I'm managing.

Leisa and I went...

I don't trust my flatmate. I don't trust my neighbours. And therefore, for me, it is a massive issue that my flatmate invites neighbours inside. It's actually more of an issue that one neighbour in particular invites himself inside, and then she doesn't tell him to leave. And I don't feel like I can say anything. What really worries me is that he's constantly asking about my TV. I didn't buy my TV, it was gifted to me from CLS, who for some reason decided that television is a necessary part of life....