I have been on TH for a year today. I just want to say thank you to everyone who has helped me during my time. Or who i have chatted with. I have felt welcome. I have made so many great friends and hope to make more while im here. Thank you.

So, I have a friend who self harms and mentioned to me today that they had self harmed with an Exacto knife blade. Of course, because they are pretty much my best friend in the entire universe, I was worried about them. At the same time, I was jealous as fuck that they were using an Exacto knife blade. I was just sitting there thinking to myself, "I wish I had one of these," and wishing that this person would give me one. Like I was thinking of begging them to find me one or something...

Me and my girlfriend last saturday had sex for the first time. We used a condom and I pulled out. It was both of our first time having sex ever. She bleed for a few days like spotting and all. We had sex on the 4th and her period was supposed to be on the 6th. It has been a week and still no period. She is very active in sports and a vegetarian. I am really stressing. Is She Pregnant?

Me and my Girlfriend had sex together for the first time last week. We used a condom and i pulled out. We did it two days before her period was supposed to come. She bleed for a few days but just spotting nothing major. Its been a week and still no sign of a period or symptoms. She is very active and plays sports and is a vegetarian. Im freaking out and stressing. is she pregnant? I'm so worried were only 16. Please give me any info you can.

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I did it again. I cut. On the arm. Only once but still. I have NO excuse whatsoever as to how I could have gotten a cut there. Fuck. I really can't lose my phone and my computer, I really can't be grounded. I just can't do this. Even with worrying about getting caught I am calmed down now, because the SH calms me and that's why I DO this, and I probably won't worry too much more about it as soon as I find a valid excuse for why it's there, but still. It's really not a bad cut either, not too deep...

Spent the night and most of today freaking out because I was dreaming that a girl I used to be friends with had her hands all over me and was trying to kiss me when I clearly didn't want her to. I spent my whole dream running from her and woke up feeling like I'd just run a marathon. Been jumping and freaking at every little noise in case it's her.
I don't know why, I haven't seen or heard from her in two years. Not since she lied about being raped and came out as lesbian two months before...

I really don't know why I feel so shitty right now. Monday was fine enough, Tuesday I had to take two statewide tests and a final for science. I almost had a breakdown in science class that day, pretty much I threw my pen down and came super close to crying, calling myself a failure, the whole nine yards. Wednesday I was just under stress and whatever, like I have been for a while now. I was supposed to have therapy today but the coolant line in our car broke and so we had to cancel the appointment....

In the past weeks i reallized my counsellor wasnt helping me much. I told my parents and today was my last appointment with her. Im starting a new therapist next week.I don't even want a new one. :/
I don't know if im really getting better or not. Somedays i feel fine, then others i feel suicidal again. Or daytime i feel happier, night i feel horrible.
I have off school for the rest of the week and my parents still don't trust me.. I wish i could be trusted..