I just woke up screaming. I was shaking and sweating and crying... I'd only been asleep for an hour. The shaking is making it hard to type, and everything's blurry because of the tears.

I feel so alone all the time. Four months ago I moved 163 miles away from home, with only a week to adjust to the idea. I don't know any one here. None of my 'friends' ever get in contact with me unless I message them first. When I visit home, everyone's too busy to meet up with me. Even my boyfriend...

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I just found out...
I didn't want to believe it at first, hoped that I was just jumping to conclusions since it was so late when I was told.
Rest in peace my friend <3

Oh God, I went back on your profile to see what our last conversation was about. It took place on November 6th and 7th, 2011. The last time I ever talked to you. You were trying to get me to go into the chat room but I didn't have the time.
I'm so fucking sorry for not going into chat that day, for...

I can't believe you're gone, I'll miss you so much, we all will.
I'll always remember the first time we talked and how you made me laugh and the way you always knew what to say.
I hope you're at peace now and that you are happy.
RIP, I love you <3

I didn't mean to get a B in my essay, I tried really hard on it. I try so hard to make my parents proud, everything i do i try so hard to please them, to try and be less of a dissapointment.
I guess I'm just not good enough, I'm sorry mom.. :/

if you never chase your dreams, you will never catch them.

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I feel like crying. I've felt that way all day.
I'm stuck in this scary world. I feel like it's gonna end every second.
I don't even see the point in making plans for next year.. when, I might not even make it there.
It gets really scary. Being stuck by yourself. Thinking of how it would be to be consumed in flames. The temperature so high it eats away at your flesh. Your insides just melting away. The world just pitch dark and the fire to soon bring it light. And, all you...

Hey.

^^'

So... Today is Friday,
and I'm chillin' like a vilian until eight, and then I'm going to go off and watch a doc. about apocolyptic theries... Which is awesome, because I haven't heard about the show being on in a while!

I'm writing a fiction based on some things in my life right now, which isn't something I've done before!

O.O
I've found out that this cute girl that works at the movies here goes to my school! (Duh,...

Really bad day.
Think I'm gonna drop out of college.
Tutor's pissed with me.
Been carrying a blade about with me.
My card was rejected twice because Amazon haven't refunded me like they were supposed to so I can't get my train tickets.
I could feel a girl who went to my school staring at me on the bus which just scared the hell out of me.
Everything seemed to go wrong. On impulse I went into Asda and bought stuff I really shouldn't have. Made plans and set...