Havent been here in weeks. I guess today is the first time i stopped running around the place and actually sat down. So i kept myself super busy. Losing myself in everything else. Forcing myself to stop dwelling on how bad i was feeling. But now its time to stop running, energy buzz has finally worn off and im tired.

So god damn tired.

Just back from my therapist. I think thats what made me stop and sit down. According to her im running myself into the ground.
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The title kinda says it all. This weekend has been amazing and at the same time just as confusing. I know in my head that I dont need to fear that which is scaring the shit out of me. But in my heart I just can't stop. It's stupid I know, but I cant stop overthinking things,(ironic huh?)

First of all I drove 9 hours to meet my girlfriend.
It was kinda what I was expecting, but there were a few differences lmao. She was a lot less shy then I expected.

Idk maybe...

He doesn't know i exist and I am kinda getting tired of it. I want to be noticed...

oh well i think i like someone else... even though it hurts that he talks about other girls

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Wow I need to come on this thing more
I can't believe the last time I used it was my first day at college.
Lots has changed.
I've settled in, I know my way around and actually know some people's names Shock horror!
I'm definitely happier and a bit more confident since then too.
Though my pessimism is telling me that it won't be long before both are shattered. Isn't that cheerful?
Currently getting very excited about a trip to England on Friday....

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I know something is wrong with me. I wasn't supposed to be born. My parents worship my little sis. My boyfriend was one of the two things at the time that kept me from suicide. My pets would be able to live without me but I don't know who wouldn't be able to. One Saturday i got my cracked guitar pick and made deep x's in my wrists. I tried to break the skin. I've been doing that all week mostly at school while teachers aren't looking. A couple days ago I found my pocket knife that I lost in the...