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Posted September 3rd 2012 at 03:58 PM by escape♥
I want to be able to say I'm happy, and actually mean it. I want to be able to eat a piece of cake, without crying or purging or anything else. I want to not keep finding ways to hurt myself. I slipped up, again. Found another blade, sliced my wrist open. It felt so..amazing. And yet I'm so ashamed. I can't stop wanting to hurt myself. I can't help that I just want to stop breathing, but I don't want to leave E.
I told E that I've only been half-ass trying to recover. I promised I...
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Happiness is waiting for you<3
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