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Posted July 15th 2012 at 02:35 AM by Lumos.

It's been so long since I posted a blog, nearly a month. I am doing... Ok I think. I was on vacation for about 10 days, and in the middle of my vacation I got really depressed and suicidal. It hit all the sudden, and I didn't know how to handle it. But luckily one of my friends was amazing and supportive. I am so greatful I had someone to talk to. I am feeling so much better. I'm not suicidal anymore. I thought I was going relapse with cutting but I distracted myself. And I am now a bit past 2 months....

Lumos.

Used to be Don'tForget

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I feel so lost.

Posted July 15th 2012 at 02:26 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

And so disorganised. It's so hard going from the structured environment of hospital back to home, where there's absolutely NO structure. I've been thinking I should have chosen to go into respite instead, but it's already been done now.

I can't impose my own structure in the environment because there's too many other people and life here is just so . . . messy. It's bad for me. It's bad because I find it really hard to sustain recovery/wellness when my life has no structure. So moving...

i_like_black

Awesomesauce.

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TeenHelp User Experience Survey.

Posted July 14th 2012 at 10:09 PM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)

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TeenHelp User Experience Survey.

Hello everybody,

Today we are launching a User Experience Survey in order to learn more about the way our site is being used, as well as what we can do to improve it. Although there are already certain areas to deal with specific issues (such as suggestions, complaints, etc), this survey will enable us to gain a general sense of how our users feel about our services and what...

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today

Posted July 14th 2012 at 02:57 PM by monkey01 (Chantelle's Blog)

well im feeling really low today and its scary i want to be happy. ive been in the psych ward for about a week might be leaving today and im terrified

monkey01

trying to be strong

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Reminder: Substance use discussions tonight!

Posted July 14th 2012 at 11:00 AM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)

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Reminder: Substance use discussions tonight!

There are three scheduled discussions on the topic of substance use in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (BST), the second will be held at 8pm Eastern US time (EDT), and the third will be held at 8pm Pacific US time (PDT). ...

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Rant. (strong language)

Posted July 14th 2012 at 10:58 AM by George^^
Updated July 15th 2012 at 12:32 AM by Storyteller. (Adding prefix.)

I feel like shit. I haven't slept, I haven't ate real food since the 12th, I'm in pain, both emotionally and physically. I'm just in so much pain right now.- The physical pain doesn't matter, it doesn't. It'll go away, it'll fade, but my emotional pain doesn't. It only hides and plays pretend long enough for me to fucking act like I'm a perfectly fine person, no, a perfectly fine teenage girl. But I'm not.

First of all, I am not a girl, and no one seems to freaking understand that....

George^^

Hi :D

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Obsessive thought pattern.

Posted July 14th 2012 at 08:29 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

I. Am. Obsessed. With. Suicide.

I don't know why! I don't feel actively suicidal at the moment (in fact the suicidal patches are getting shorter and more infrequent, thanks quetiapine), but I'm still obsessed with how, and how long, and how effective - I'm still researching it, courtesy of google.

I did find out that had I gone for plastic bag suffocation in hospital, I would have been dead within ten minutes - meaning I would have been dead for at least five minutes...

i_like_black

Awesomesauce.

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tough day so far

Posted July 13th 2012 at 03:54 PM by monkey01 (Chantelle's Blog)

well i was feeling fine up until an hour ago i met with my psychiatrist and all was good then i found out my best friend killed herself i am so sad and mad im sad because she is gone and i mad because she did not tell me she was in so much pain i could of been there for her. How could i not of noticed she felt so bad i saw cuts and scratches all over her and she just said they were from her cat. i feel like a horrible friend i wish i knew before this. i could of stopped her maybe if i did not attempt...

monkey01

trying to be strong

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The reasons.

Posted July 13th 2012 at 09:28 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

Doing it for me is the only way to do it right.
Sometimes, you have to be selfish.
Sometimes, you have to put your own needs first.
Sometimes, you have to ignore what everybody else thinks of you.

So, I've had trouble with medication before. That doesn't mean that the same thing has to happen this time. I've made a commitment to taking it. I'm setting up a routine around it, so that taking it becomes just a part of what I do before I go to bed. Things Melodie...

i_like_black

Awesomesauce.

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vent a little bit, perhaps?

Posted July 13th 2012 at 07:06 AM by Brandy McCarter

so, i dont understand the association with misery and missing someone. you can be happy, and miss someone, you can be angry, and still miss someone. you can have everything in the world that you ever wanted, and be miserable. just because im happy when im relieved that we're trying to find a solution to the problem, doesnt mean i dont miss you, nor does it mean that i dont love you. ive had an enormous amount of loss in my life, and i know it could be worse, but right now, for the first time ever,...

Brandy McCarter

ablm

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