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Busy, Busy, BUSY. D:

Posted June 23rd 2012 at 11:36 AM by Koharuchan (Haru's Crazy Thoughts)

Tags birthday, busy, jon, stress, wedding

I'm finally off leave (yay!), but I'm tired after all the stuff I've been doing recently. I've been helping my boyfriend's family with wedding plans (his sister is getting married), I went to his family reunion, I had 2 seizures, I helped with wedding planning, I had to clean my entire house, I helped with more wedding planning, I twisted my ankle, and I helped with wedding planning. Did I mention wedding planning?

Anyway, the wedding is today and it's 7:30 am. I'm tired, but I have...

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Skittles Minion

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Reminder: Building confidence and self-esteem discussions tonight!

Posted June 23rd 2012 at 11:00 AM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)

Source: Notice | Facilitated Chat Room Discussions.

Reminder: Building confidence and self-esteem discussions tonight!

There are three scheduled discussions on the topic of building confidence and self-esteem in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (BST), the second will be held at 8pm Eastern US time (EDT), and the third will be...

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Absolutely shattered.

Posted June 23rd 2012 at 10:22 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

So I wasn't feeling great about the idea of team building at Rocket Ropes today, but I went anyway, because at the end of the day, I'm part of the team and need to participate.

The flying fox was AWESOME.

And then I tried to do the highest rope course (without realising that it's probably also the hardest), and discovered very quickly that I didn't have the upper body strength to do it. The result? I fell. And naturally, being lacking in upper body strength, I couldn't...

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Awesomesauce.

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My everything aches.

Posted June 22nd 2012 at 10:44 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

My shoulders ache from community work. My arms ache from catching kids during trust games. My upper back hurts from community work. My lower back aches from having poor posture so much. My legs ache because they're all tight from standing all day on Thursday. It's ok, though.

I nearly ran out of gym tonight. In all seriousness, I don't think anybody realised what was going on. All the kids were excited and noisy, and I was trying to run conditioning and they kept having conversations,...

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Awesomesauce.

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Priorities.

Posted June 21st 2012 at 11:19 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

I want to post in my blog.
I want to watch all my T.V. shows.

I really want to go the fuck to bed.

Normally I stay up late Thursdays (like until past 2am) and catch up on all my T.V. shows. But it turns out that I did physical work most of the day today, which I haven't done for a while, and I'm fucking exhausted.

Also I had to get up at 7am which was another rude shock to the system.

I DON'T WANT TO GO COLD CALLING ON TUESDAY. I...

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Awesomesauce.

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I'm proud......Or am I? (possibly trig)

Posted June 19th 2012 at 09:20 PM by escape♥

Tags eating, eating disorder, jelly, peanut butter, recovery

It's raining like the world's ending. I love it. I'm proud of myself in a sense. Today, I was restricting. Counting every calorie, feeling the emptyness, counting my excersize, etc. I was doing SO WELL. But then I decided I was hungry, and I realized, do I really want to go back to that? Do I really want to have to explain to my parents yet again why I am doing this? Do I really want this? And I decided, No. I don't want this. I just want to be perfect and that's impossible. So, I ate...

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Happiness is waiting for you<3

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Recent

Posted June 19th 2012 at 09:04 PM by Hopeyyy

Okay, so I just posted a bunch of old things that I had written and saved in my old email account.
So, some of that stuff is still going on and some of it is not..

well, hey it's summer and school has been out for about three weeks for me. It has been pretty boring at the most. I was on a missions trip last week, it was amazing. H U M B L E D ! Is the perfect word to describe it.

It also kept me out of the house..haha.

Well, it has been really hard controlling...

Hopeyyy

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Do you remember, mother? Do you remember your Little Angel?

Posted June 19th 2012 at 08:56 PM by Hopeyyy

Things are getting better. I suppose.
I have Alan back.
I have Steph back.
I have no boy drama.
Single is all good.
I have God.
I have new friends.
Friends make me smile && laugh everyday.
Drama is going good. Great actually.
I have absolutly no problem in my life write now.
But something is still wrong. I don't know what it is. I can not pinpoint it.
But there is something, because I can't smile. I just can't laugh....

Hopeyyy

LoveSomeBodyToday

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And remember the girl who gave up

Posted June 19th 2012 at 08:55 PM by Hopeyyy

I remember when I used to laugh.
Now, I can't even break a smile.
I guess happiness has become my past.
My friends pass me by.
Oh, how I love each and every one of them.
I know I'm letting them down, but they can't see through the lie.
I told them I am a failure.
They either walk away or try to help.
But none can find the cure.
I guess I'm too far gone.
And I need a person.
But there was noone.
As I write everyone my final letter....

Hopeyyy

LoveSomeBodyToday

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Order

Posted June 19th 2012 at 08:54 PM by Hopeyyy

I don't want their order anymore.
I have had enough of trying to be perfect for such imperfect people.
I want them to realize that this world has so much more.
I know I may sound selfish, but they have to understand.
I need for them to see that MY world has no order.
My world is utter chaos where nothing is ever planned.
Ever since human beings walked this planet, there's always been mistakes.
Perfection can be a goal, but it will never be obtained.
...

Hopeyyy

LoveSomeBodyToday

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