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June 27th 2011, 05:32 AM
Please don't leave me. I've never been in love like this before. I know you say that the only way you'll leave me is if somebody kills you... and I feel like you worry about me leaving you as much as I worry about you leaving me... but I have severe separation anxiety. I'm scared that we won't see each other much this summer. I trust in this relationship but I've also opened up my heart and had it completely crushed by friends before. Please don't be like the rest. Please be different. My heart can't take much more beating... especially 'cause it's still healing.
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June 27th 2011, 01:41 PM
I'm sorry but what you did in the past is completely unforgivable. I would like to go back to you being my "unbiological brother" that I love very much - my "gay best friend" and whatever but I can't. You sat in the room that I felt most safe in at school (the only place that feels welcoming and safe at all) and ridiculed me. Not only that but you completely cussed me out. I'm sorry that I stood up for myself when you were dropping me for that lazy b****. She was always mean to me and you preferred to stand up to her. That was your decision. I just chose not to be around people that hurt me anymore. I know I said we could be friends again but with your drug use and drinking all the time I just don't want to be around that. You play sex games almost every weekend and I'm not that kind of girl. You know that. I'd rather have friends that do the things I enjoy instead of using every opportunity to make new friends to play with sexually. /: Sorry but I just can't take it. Good luck in life.
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June 27th 2011, 09:30 PM
I keep feeling really down and jealous that you're away and having fun... which is stupid, cos that'll be me next week. I think it's because I'm used to knowing every detail of your life and when I don't I feel insecure, which is ridiculous and unhealthy, and odd because it's not that I don't trust you, it's just that I feel sort of....detached from you when I don't know what you're doing. When I write this down I realise how possessive that seems....hmm. :/ I'm just worried that these three weeks apart from each other will affect us, even though they shouldn't, and if they do it's a sign that our relationship wasn't as strong as I thought it was. I think it's good for us to be spending a little time apart and I think it's a wake-up call that I might be getting a little too attached to you, which would be dangerous. So many other couples are spending weeks apart this summer and all they're worried about is missing each other ~ that should be me too. It's partly because I really want to talk to you about that thing and I've been feeling weird about it, and not having you here to talk about it to means it won't go away in my mind. But I don't want to annoy you while you're supposed to be on holiday by talking about it. I didn't expect to feel this way at all, I was genuinely happy that you were going away, because you deserve to have a fun week. And honestly if I feel weird and insecure about spending a week apart from you then that's a sign that my attitude towards this relationship is not 100% well and I need to fix that.
I'm worried that when I talk to you on Saturday we might fight about it and we'll be spending two weeks apart not being able to talk about it face to face.
I'm just worried, that's what it is. I'm worried that things are going to be different after this. I'm just going to feel a little relieved when it's all over and we're both back home and can spend time together again and I can get out of this weird, weird headspace.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
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I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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June 30th 2011, 03:50 AM
I wish you were here. I know I'm only gone for a few days, but I miss you. & I hate that you're smoking. I know you'd smoke even if I was there, but at least I could watch over you & make sure you're safe about it. I wish you were here with me. I have so much to say & I just can't find the words to tell you. I'm hurting & I want to cry. I wish you could tell from my texting. I wish I didn't have to tell you to call me while I'm out of town & I wish you could have called me a few hours ago when I first suggested it, rather than saying "okay but I'll be high". It just shows where your priorities are. I know you'd quit for me, but then you'd hate me for it. I want you to want to quit for me. I love you & I know we're getting married some day, but I'm never going to forgive you for picking weed over me. Time & time again, that's where it ends up. I know I've smoked a few times now, but that's not me. I want you to quit. It's too painful. For once, please think about what I'm really saying when I say "it's fine", but then my mood changes. It's not fine. Not at all. I'm waiting by my phone. Please call me soon. Not high.
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June 30th 2011, 04:01 AM
AIOGHAGHIOG. Okay I know that you're extremely successful in the academic realm. I realize that colleges all over are accepting you and that your grades are out of this world. I understand that you can pass AP tests without ever going to a single class for it. I get that you can simply go in to interview for a job and just receive it because you know what they are looking for. But can I be the first to point out that you have absolutely ZERO social skills?? Not EVERYTHING is going to go your way!! I hate that when somebody's a little loud it's this HUGE deal and you're so mad that they can't learn to talk quieter. I hate that every time somebody gets a little frustrated with you and your attitude you turn everything back on everybody else and say, "Yeah well EVERYBODY hates your attitude!". NEWS FLASH. Everybody hates YOUR attitude. I can't WAIT until you move out. I know my girlfriend loves you and thinks you're awesome and all and I know I used to be able to trust you and talk to you about things, but you've changed. You think you're hot stuff now and you're not so stop picking on everybody else for every little thing and grow up. P.S. Happy F****** Birthday. -____-
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July 1st 2011, 06:57 PM
MJ. I'm sorry, but truth of the matter, is nobody likes you. You act like everybody loves you, and maybe AMC, and EWB do, but they're 2 people in a school of 1400 who can't stand the way you go swanning around, acting like you're better than us, and putting us down. It's not fair, and I don't like you. I thought we'd sorted stuff out and were almost-friends, but then you go and put me down again. You're a cow. And I don't like you. Jealousy? Maybe. Honesty? Yes.
IC. You're a loner and a loser and yeah it's mean, but you need to stop tagging along with me. I DON'T LIKE YOU.
Other MJ. I like you. Sosososososoosososooooooooo much. And you can't tell, but every time you don't text me back, or ignore me on chat, or don't even LOOK at me, it kills me a little bit more. I wish we could go back to Year 8, when you knew I liked you, and nearly asked me out. I've liked you for 3 years, and thought you felt the same. But why would you choose me when you could have KH or OH or HD?
SM. You're a slag and a lying cow. How dare you lie about things like rape and pregnancy? We used to be best friends, but now... Now you jsut disgust me.
OH. You're so gorgeous and amazing and I really really really wish I could be you. You have an amazing figure and every time you put yourself down, it hurts ME because you just don't see how amazing and lovely you are. We're not even friends, but I love you. Or maybe I just like the idea of being you.
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July 1st 2011, 07:49 PM
Sorry for leaving so abruptly. :/ It just feels like you haven't been missing me that much, or making an effort to contact me, and yes, crazy psycho girlfriend that I am, I can't help feeling annoyed at that. You said 'hi' and then you didn't say anything else for ages...and you only had twelve minutes to talk to me...hello??Sometimes I can't help being a bitch to you and I need to stop but I get so annoyed at you sometimes..I think my standards are too high. :/
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
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I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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July 2nd 2011, 12:04 AM
I don't want anything to do with you anymore. So stop trying to be my friend, stop trying to hit on me, and stop talking to me. I can't stand it. I'm scared of what you would do if I told you up front...so take a hint. Leave me the hell alone.
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July 2nd 2011, 03:17 AM
I'm sick and tired of jumping for your every beck and call. I'm not doing it anymore.
Just because he was depressed, cutting and suicidal doesn't mean you should've let him walk all over you. I felt like I was walking on eggshells waiting for him to snap at me, or something worse to happen. I'm not gonna lie. I was fucking terrified he wouldn't be here to see my grad, my wedding, to be an uncle to my kids or just a brother to me. But it made me resent him in the long run. Believe me I get that you were scared. I get that you didn't know what to do. I just...maybe I needed you to be here for me too.
Its not really your fault. I didn't want you to see me breaking too. I didn't ask for help and to be honest I probably wouldn't have accepted it then and I probably wouldn't now either. There is still that part of me that wanted you to notice. That part wants to scream at you when we get into arguments. Show you that you really don't even know your own daughter.
You don't know my favorite foods, my likes n dislikes, and you don't know that I cut, burn etc. You don't know who my friends are. You don't know that when I'm breaking...its the people who are thousands of miles, or even half way around the world who comfort me the most.
You use to cut and be really depressed and suicidal...How do you not notice that I'm there too? That I've been spiraling completely out of control. Your calling me stupid and ugly isn't helping either. I'm starting to honestly believe its true. Maybe its not and I know your not always serious about that stuff...your my brother and we joke around n were usually pretty close. What you don't realize though is I take pretty much everything you say to heart. I value your opinion and sometimes I just wish you believed in me more then you seem to.
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July 2nd 2011, 04:02 AM
You're so unreliable and it feels like you're only there for me when it's convenient for you. Any relationship requires an equal amount of effort from both people and you're slacking. If this friendship means anything to you, you need to start being there and not constantly letting me down..
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July 2nd 2011, 03:04 PM
I was so drunk last night that I went to your house. I thought about what would happen if we hung out last night. I needed to talk about my ex and my boyfriend and for some reason you were the person that I wanted to see, the person that I really wanted to see. Even if as my ex you probably wouldn't to even hear about my ex or my boyfriend, especially from a drunken me at 3am. But I knew I'd regret it in the morning so I took myself home and went to bed.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
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I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
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July 5th 2011, 09:49 PM
If I'm such a shitty parent, then why do I have two of your kids living with my girlfriend? Oh right... Because you kicked them out... You're the best dad in the world. I hope you lose both of them. You totally deserve it.
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July 5th 2011, 09:54 PM
I have so much going on and i am SO STRESSED. Puppies and kids everywhere. dinner to make, house to clean. i feel like ripping my hair out! But you keep me holding on. you keep me sane. i cannot wait to thank you in a matter of days. i love you so much. you are my true love, my destiny.
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July 6th 2011, 04:13 AM
I think you are a very handsome guy. I would have loved to have been able to talk to you. I would have loved to have been able to get to know you more just to see if there was anything there. I noticed you noticing me too. I don't know if it was all in my head but it felt nice while it lasted. Sometimes I wish I would have had the courage to strike up a conversation with you; I wish I would have been brave enough to try but now the opportunity is gone.
This sounds stupid but I think you might have been the best looking guy I have seen in quite some time. Blah, just wish I could have gotten to know you better...but I am a big chicken!
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July 6th 2011, 04:21 AM
--I hate you for what you've done to me.
I wish I could say I'm over reacting, but I don't feel like I am anymore.
You left me by myself, to try and heal my wounds on my own.
You knew how alone I'd be, and you didn't care.
Most of all though, despite everything, I miss you.
--I know that you weren't expecting the relationship to end, but I did what I felt was necessary.
I'm sorry I hurt you as much as I did, but was saying everything you did needed? No.
But you still did, and as much as I miss you, more than a year later, I can't just forget everything you called me, every heartless thing you said.
I did what I needed to, I didn't want it to be permenant, but you made sure it was. I guess you never cared at all.
So please, will you finally just fuck off and leave me alone?
You're only hurting us both more.
♪♫"The mirror only shows
The shell of what's below
You can't go on suffering
The illusion of control
It's time for letting go
You can't go on suffering
And now you know
Now you know"♪♫
'Now You Know' - 2Cents
Things get better.
Always keep fighting.
❤Feel free to PM/VM, or add me if you ever need a friend, or someone to talk to. I'm online quite often.
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July 7th 2011, 07:25 PM
This is going to kill me. I always go to my dads and have a great time...don't get me wrong...I love him...but being there and being so secluded from people I love...(FROM YOU)...really gets to me. It makes me feel alone and it's hard. It's only for3 days. But I miss your voice. I'll miss your smile.
Sleeping is going to be hard...and I just...would give anything for you to be by my side right now.
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July 7th 2011, 08:30 PM
Get out of my life. You're my ex for a reason. No you didn't make me happy. No you couldn't have made me happier. You're ridiculous. Stop texting me. Stop trying to get to me. I am not going to be yours. I would never cheat on my girlfriend. I am in love and I'm sorry that you're not but that doesn't mean you can cheat on yours and assume I'd do the same. Especially not for you. I am in love with her. I am with her and have been for over 5 months. She's the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. When she kisses me I get butterflies like no other. When she holds me I feel safe. When she grabs my hand I feel reassured. When I catch her staring at me I know what she's thinking and we both get shy. We're both making ourselves vulnerable to each other. You used me. You made me sick to my stomach. When you held my hand and wouldn't let go I was afraid. When you held me I felt trapped. When I caught you staring at me I knew what you were thinking and I cried. I made myself vulnerable to you but thank goodness my friends made me shut you off fast because bad things would have happened. Get out of my life.
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July 8th 2011, 02:15 AM
I'm jealous.
I'm stressed.
I just want you to be there for me when I need you. I feel like I've completely lost anyone who cares or knows all my deepest secrets.
I want you to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay; I need that. I know you can't do that and maybe its too much to ask but I really need that. I need someone to lean on. Im starting to think I can't do this on my own. Im terrified you'll disappear like everyone else seems to.
Call me delusional but I guess in my head I had this picture of the person you are. I thought that you wouldn't let me down.
I want you to be happy. I just wish I could be happy at the same time.
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July 9th 2011, 12:28 AM
things will never be the same between us.
and that scares the fuck out of me.
why did you move?
why did you break up with me?
why didn't you talk to me?
why weren't you there when i needed you?
i needed my best friend...
you weren't there.
like i told you a million times,
everyone leaves me in one way or another.
and you promised.. you fucking promised.
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July 10th 2011, 04:34 AM
Why is it that whenever you need help, I am there for you. I would drive a hundred miles in the middle of the night to help you. I offered my bed to you when you got locked out of your house. I kept my promises. I payed back debts. I even took a week off work and almost lost my job for you. But the one time I asked YOU for help, you were too busy with fucking perfect boyfriend to help. Shows how good of a friend you are.
And you know what, B****e thinks the same way, you are just a self-centered bitch. I'm glad B****e didn't tell you about the scare, you would have blabbed it to the whole town, as soon as you found out. I'm kind of hoping I never see you again. From you I learned a new boyfriend can really change a girl. Screw you, and congrats on the engagement. Wow, only been dating for two months, and your engaged and planning kids. I know that's going to work out *sarcasm*.
Morgan Lynn 5/15/2010
Henry Thomas 12/15/2010 I love you both unconditionally
Let go of the fear Let go of the doubt
Let go of the ones who try to put you down
You're gonna be fine Don't hold it inside
If you hurt right now, then let it all come out
Breathe - Ryan Star
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July 10th 2011, 10:27 AM
Please... PLEASE have mercy and don't call my house tomorrow... Please... I can't handle the questions.. From you or them.. Please just let it go and spare my soul. I am so anxious that you'll call I'm worried that if you do... It won't be good I assure you. Being yelled at that much was punishment enough. Spare me... Please. Would you??
Words can't describe the level of sorry I am. Really, honestly... Brutally sorry. It won't happen again. On my life it won't. Please give me another shot..