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Forum: General Health August 16th 2017, 01:55 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 3,278
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: How hard is it to wean off your medication?

Dez, I know this is a bit off topic but I'm wondering if there is someone you can work with to find you affordable care or medicaid. I know the Healthcare system is messy but medicaid would be ideal...
Forum: Why Me? August 14th 2017, 02:22 AM
Replies: 2,318
Views: 84,911
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

I'm not dead yet and I wish i were.
Forum: Self Expression August 14th 2017, 02:00 AM
Replies: 5
Triggering (SH): 16th blade
Views: 886
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
16th blade

Cleaning up my bedroom
books on their proper shelf
clothes stashed away
Every item has a home
A place to stay, when not in use

Blades do not belong here
There is no excuse
So I dispose...
Forum: Education and Careers August 13th 2017, 06:06 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 6,084
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: What would you look for in a school club related to disabilities?

Hey Dez,

Over the last year I participated in the disability group at a local community center. It is a social club for people with developmental disabilities so it was pretty focused. Most people...
Forum: Self Expression August 5th 2017, 04:30 PM
Replies: 7
Triggering (Abuse): Lazy and stupid
Views: 990
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Lazy and stupid

I wrote this while crying my eyes out so not sure how if sounds because reading it is going to make me cry more.

Some people are good
At leaving abuse
(I'm happy for them)
Other people are...
Forum: Self Expression August 2nd 2017, 12:26 PM
Replies: 3
Triggering: I'm so scared
Views: 796
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
I'm so scared

I am so scared of you
You don't have to be doing anything
The way you've treated me
is already etched into every corner of my mind

I am so scared of you
When you ask me questions ...
Forum: Music August 1st 2017, 06:43 AM
Replies: 12,188
Views: 696,861
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head, I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams...
Forum: Self Expression July 25th 2017, 02:11 AM
Replies: 7
Triggering: I messed up
Views: 1,093
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: I messed up

thank you everyone
Forum: Self Harm July 16th 2017, 12:46 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

I'm guessing about 2 weeks....
Forum: Self Expression July 13th 2017, 01:48 AM
Replies: 7
Triggering: I messed up
Views: 1,093
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
I messed up

I messed up again
Close the door
lock me in
I have messed up tonight badly


I messed up again
I tried so hard
lock me in
I am a monster inside
Forum: Self Expression July 5th 2017, 05:00 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 830
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Bake them some cookies

You told me to bake them some cookies
That the key is to be nice
That same day they told me I have limited time
That I am being kicked out

Does that mean anything to you?
Do you think you...
Forum: Music July 3rd 2017, 12:04 PM
Replies: 12,188
Views: 696,861
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Gave you all I had to give
Found a place for me to rest my head
While I may be hard to find
Heard there's peace just on the other side
Forum: Self Harm July 3rd 2017, 12:38 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

I don't remember what time I cut yesterday so about a day
Forum: Games and Things July 1st 2017, 02:34 PM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

You've been such a blessing in my life and in my friend's life. Please keep fighting. We love you. I am sorry on behalf of humans doing stupid horrible things to you.
Forum: Why Me? July 1st 2017, 02:32 PM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Screaming thread.

Why couldn't you look up whether aspirin was safe? I am so mad.
Forum: Self Expression June 30th 2017, 11:46 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 971
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: I love you in light and in darkness

I showed it to my friend. They said it made them cry (I'm guessing in a good way :p) . Thank you for the feedback everyone.
Forum: Self Harm June 29th 2017, 05:57 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

12 hours and I don't even know how I got that far
Forum: Self Expression June 29th 2017, 05:10 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,015
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: drawing again

How about this one?

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B7H_Axi1kQWEY0NmYndKT1ZDTUE/view?usp=drivesdk
Forum: Self Expression June 29th 2017, 01:19 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,015
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: drawing again

It happened to me the first time and I thought I fixed it. It looks like it only works temporarily, thenjoy expires. I will try another way to post it when I have the chacne to.
Forum: Self Expression June 28th 2017, 03:42 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 971
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
I love you in light and in darkness

Wrote this for a friend. I didn't share it with them yet because I'm nervous at how it sounds. Feedback appreciated.


I love you in light and in darkness
In heavy wind and rain
On days when...
Forum: Self Expression June 27th 2017, 10:39 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering (Suicide): Why try?
Views: 846
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Why try?

Thank you everyone
Forum: Self Expression June 27th 2017, 10:37 PM
Replies: 7
Triggering: please love me again
Views: 1,006
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: please love me again

Thank you everyone
Forum: Self Expression June 26th 2017, 10:55 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering: Go cry in the corner
Views: 1,003
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Go cry in the corner

Go cry in the corner
Away from neighbors and friends
We can't let anyone know
How you cry till you're red

Go cry in the corner
Isolated and hidden in the back room
Before guests arrive ...
Forum: Self Expression June 23rd 2017, 10:44 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,015
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
drawing again

https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/19366359_10213585126961482_2778785912347389929_n.jpg?oh=f7ac084f9ac5fdcfcd29c4ed7cb0c18c&oe=59537147


It's that time again :P another drawing
Forum: Self Expression June 21st 2017, 09:23 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering (Suicide): Why try?
Views: 846
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Why try?

Why try when I'm trying alone
To carry mountains across a bridge

Why try when I'm talking to a brick wall
For so so long
But screaming louder just makes the wall thicken
I had built the...
Forum: Self Expression June 18th 2017, 01:41 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 1,064
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Drawings

Thank you Nala,

There's one link in the comments (I quoted that one with the link below) and thats my last completed one. I started another one but hadn't been doing it as much so that one is...
Forum: Self Expression June 18th 2017, 02:03 AM
Replies: 7
Triggering: please love me again
Views: 1,006
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
please love me again

Not sure why the Asterixes showed up but disregard the asterisk stars.

Daddy, I need you
*Please love me again*
Like, those times we'd go bike riding
Nine years ago
We weren't proper parent...
Forum: Games and Things June 15th 2017, 03:40 PM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

To my cousin- I can't go to your engagement party becsuse our grandmother is constantly humiliating me and I can't be in the same room as her with out freaking out. We are both named after our...
Forum: Why Me? June 15th 2017, 03:06 PM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm not yelling because I'm trying to be evil. I'm yelling because I'm in pain. I wish someone would know that.

I'm not even screaming anymore. I'm just crying silwntly something you easily...
Forum: Music June 15th 2017, 03:00 PM
Replies: 12,188
Views: 696,861
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah, I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

[/QUOTE]

.... >. <
Forum: Self Expression June 13th 2017, 04:21 AM
Replies: 16
Views: 1,064
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Drawings

Thank you everyone
Forum: Self Expression June 12th 2017, 02:19 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering (SH): Poem
Views: 1,922
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Poem

Friend and her mom found out I am still self harming :?

Bloodstreaks down her chin
Two quick moments
Of relief, then
Frantic attempts
To clear out any evidence
Not enough tissues
The...
Forum: Self Harm June 12th 2017, 12:48 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Telling myself it is way too hot for long sleeves
Forum: Games and Things June 10th 2017, 08:19 PM
Replies: 3,178
Views: 94,194
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Staff: Count to 50 before a regular member posts.

Hehehe, good idea -2
Forum: Games and Things June 10th 2017, 06:23 PM
Replies: 3,178
Views: 94,194
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Staff: Count to 50 before a regular member posts.

Whoops, zero :p
Forum: Loneliness June 9th 2017, 03:54 PM
Replies: 18
Triggering (Suicide): Lonely.
Views: 2,722
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Lonely.

Thank you for sharing. I can hear how hard things are for you. Do you like spending time with cats? The cats seem pretty happy to be around you.
There are kind of 2 directions one can go in to cope...
Forum: Loneliness June 9th 2017, 01:22 PM
Replies: 18
Triggering (Suicide): Lonely.
Views: 2,722
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Lonely.

Hey there,
I'm wondering if you can tell me more about what youve been doing to cope?
Maybe provide a few examples of things youve tried?
Forum: Chit-Chat June 7th 2017, 08:57 PM
Replies: 394
Views: 77,477
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Change of username

In-the-way to Hum
Forum: Self Harm June 7th 2017, 08:53 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I went to the iop even though I didn't want to. Then Im going to the support group in the city with my friend. I'm waiting for her now.
Forum: General Health June 6th 2017, 07:41 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 3,181
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Trouble taking medication

I don't think injections is an option for me.

If I find the bottle in my room I might end up taking them. I guess I first have to find them. And after that it is a self neglect issue so...
Forum: Self Expression June 5th 2017, 11:53 AM
Replies: 16
Views: 1,064
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Drawings

Thank you everyone




Thank you and it took me long compared to the way I draw usually draw such as the doodles with people characters in my less abstract art.
I didn't actually time it but...
Forum: Self Expression June 2nd 2017, 03:07 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 1,064
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Drawings

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B7H_Axi1kQWEN0VxTHB5SmxYUnhaMjNDWjNsRDhBckxVTTRZ/view?usp=sharing

this is the completed drawing for the last one. It's kinda meh. I confess that I messed up a bit...
Forum: Self Expression June 1st 2017, 12:17 AM
Replies: 16
Views: 1,064
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Drawings

I've been doing these zentangle looking art lately. I put them near each other. 2 of thrm were started but not yet finished. But I took close ups of the finished ones.

Also it is on recycled...
Forum: Self Harm May 31st 2017, 03:35 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Trying a paint by number. I will post it if/when I complete it
Forum: Self Harm May 31st 2017, 01:12 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

About 2 days now. But might go to zero, idk
Forum: Games and Things May 30th 2017, 11:34 PM
Replies: 2,372
Views: 85,687
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: TPBM game.

False xD


The person below me is a harry potter series fan :hehe:
Forum: Games and Things May 29th 2017, 06:05 AM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 536,940
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

I'm so worried about you. I cant go to sleep till i know yoire safe. Please be okay. Please be okay. Please be okay.
Forum: Self Expression May 28th 2017, 10:20 PM
Replies: 3
Triggering: They said
Views: 919
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
They said

First they called it D-D- N-O-S
With motor tension, inappropriate guilt
And social anxiety
It was not major enough for them to believe my losses affected me

Then they said no history of...
Forum: Self Harm May 28th 2017, 08:21 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

A few minutes ago :?
Forum: Self Harm May 28th 2017, 04:50 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I've hid the blades (granted I kinda know where they are but I still made it hard)
Talking to people and stuff. Trying to keep busy today. Maybe take a shower and clean.
Also if the IOP works out...
Forum: Self Expression May 28th 2017, 05:08 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,003
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: The place that love forgot

I really liked this one. Thank you for sharing. I love reading your work.
Forum: General Health May 27th 2017, 03:09 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 3,181
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Trouble taking medication

I know it is my choice in the end but I am having a hard time caring for myself and taking medicstion is one of them. It is for a UTI so it is 2 antibiotics.

I take my B complex and D3 vitamins...
Forum: Self Expression May 21st 2017, 06:05 PM
Replies: 3
Triggering: Nothing is okay
Views: 859
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Nothing is okay

Nothing is okay
I cannot keep running, hiding, crying
I cannot keep igniting the flame in me
I cannot keep ignoring
that I'm slowly fading,
that this is killing me

I am not a human being...
Forum: Games and Things May 21st 2017, 01:33 PM
Replies: 3,178
Views: 94,194
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Staff: Count to 50 before a regular member posts.

Zero....the ghost of my staff self is haunting me when I decided to do this. Oh dear. Forgive me, god.
Forum: Education and Careers May 20th 2017, 07:48 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering: High School
Views: 4,375
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: High School

Hey Jess!

I really liked this. I was a little hesitant to read through all of it at first because I am not best at concentrating but i am so glad I did and it flowed well.

I love how there...
Forum: Self Expression May 15th 2017, 06:09 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering: Real food
Views: 1,065
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Real food

Thank you Jenna and Dez

I tried doing it the color coded way but Idk...
Forum: Self Expression May 14th 2017, 07:34 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering: Real food
Views: 1,065
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Real food

Wrote this from today. Im on my way now to get food for my sisters becsuse this is a true story and we really do not have food atm.
Ideally I would have wanted to choose two colors and make the...
Forum: Self Harm May 7th 2017, 02:50 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I have two courses to do. So I'm going to clear up the tabs on my phone and watch the course videos on that.

I signed up to volunteer for this program that I joined in tye past. It involves...
Forum: Self Expression May 6th 2017, 03:15 AM
Replies: 3
Triggering: It could have been me
Views: 834
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
It could have been me

It could have been me,
A few feet closer
It could have been me,
Had I walked a little faster

It could have been me,
But it wasn't me, instead
It was another person who got shot dead

I...
Forum: Self Expression May 6th 2017, 01:31 AM
Replies: 4
Triggering (Abuse): Lesson from a dragonfly
Views: 854
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Lesson from a dragonfly

I learned from the female dragonfly
That when a male dragonfly gets sexually aggressive
And she fears he will assault her
She falls to the ground
Her body sprawled,
Fakes her death
The...
Forum: Self Expression April 30th 2017, 11:06 PM
Replies: 4
Triggering: When will it end
Views: 923
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
When will it end

Running against the wind
Away from fiery hell
only to land in an ocean
No telling how deep or when
I will see land again
When will the suffering end?
When will the suffering end?
When will...
Forum: Self Harm April 29th 2017, 04:31 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I've been hanging in there for this weekend because there's a 2 day training for mental health first aid. I'm there now and it will be 8 hours today abd 8 hours tomorrow so that's keeping me safe...
Forum: Self Expression April 29th 2017, 12:09 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,036
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Maybe I should've been the one dead

I can't get a job just yet
I know you want me to find one already

I can't go to treatment
For more than one hour a week;
you just won't let me

And maybe I can sneak
Maybe I can reach the...
Forum: Self Expression April 24th 2017, 03:36 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 988
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Another coloring page

I made another coloring page and colored it in
...
Forum: Birthdays! April 24th 2017, 02:34 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 5,172
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Happy birthday Sarah!!

Happy birthday Sarah!
Forum: Birthdays! April 24th 2017, 02:32 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 5,229
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Happy Birthday Susan!! (In-the-way)

Sue, Emma, Ellie, Dez. Thank you all of you :hug:
Forum: Self Expression April 23rd 2017, 03:49 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 956
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Coloring page

Thank you all of you.
I do know what zentangles are and want to try incorporating that. Thank you for reminding me
I want to try making more coloring pages then uploading it to a computer as black...
Forum: Self Expression April 22nd 2017, 04:26 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 956
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Coloring page

I made my own coloring page and then colored it in. I also made a coloring page for my sister and she is going to coloring it in.

...
Forum: Self Harm April 14th 2017, 05:23 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I'm going to try really really hard to not sneak in a blade and that wold krep me safe for the next 24 hours.
Forum: Self Expression April 12th 2017, 03:57 AM
Replies: 5
Triggering: Elephant in the room
Views: 930
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Elephant in the room

The elephant in the room
Everyone notices there's something wrong
Everyone notices one of these people are not like the others
They're uncomfortable with an outsider in their circle
They just...
Forum: Self Expression April 12th 2017, 03:52 AM
Replies: 4
Triggering: Fat
Views: 805
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Fat

When you see your nieces
In a photo online
And the first thing you say, is
"Woah they're so fat!"
I wonder if I ever became overweight
How much stress I will have to endure

My doctor says...
Forum: Birthdays! April 10th 2017, 07:10 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 5,229
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Happy Birthday Susan!! (In-the-way)

Thank you everyone. Love you all <3
Forum: Self Expression April 8th 2017, 09:49 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering: Big fat scar
Views: 835
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Big fat scar

Twinkle twinkle big fat scar
How I wish you were a star

I'd wish each morning and every night
Like a magic trick, to disappear out of sight

Twinkle twinkle big fat scar
How I wish you were...
Forum: Self Expression April 3rd 2017, 03:08 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering (Suicide): still life
Views: 920
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
still life

Still Life

Birthdays
A fun day
A joy day
A day for celebration
That I'm here and alive and well
My life on earth and the impact I have
That lives on
Forum: Self Expression April 2nd 2017, 01:56 AM
Replies: 5
Idk
Views: 778
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Idk

---------
He didn't tie me to a chair
He didn't hold me hostage
He didn't threaten my life
Why then did I care about his approval?

He didn't want me seeing my friend
Her mom would have...
Forum: Birthdays! April 1st 2017, 05:42 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 5,202
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Happy Birthday Robin (PSY)!!

Happy birthday Robin!
Forum: Birthdays! April 1st 2017, 05:37 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 5,220
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Happy Birthday Stormborn! (

Many years ago,
On this very day, someone very special was born today!
Oy Oy Oy Oy Kav!
(Okay that was what I learned in the Jewish school I went to and found it hilarious)

...
Forum: Self Harm March 31st 2017, 10:17 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

About a day
Forum: Self Harm March 27th 2017, 11:08 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Been using the glitter jar all day
Forum: Self Harm March 27th 2017, 03:51 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I drew a picture and went out to get supplies for a calming jar and then made one. (Well made two now)
Forum: Lifestyle and Hobbies March 27th 2017, 02:38 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 7,587
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: chess

I was going to make a thread on this but you beat me to it! :p I love chess. I've been playing on and off. I learned when I was 6 years old and been on my high school chess team. I am still not great...
Forum: Self Expression March 26th 2017, 07:54 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 880
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
"Three by Four"

Drew this today.
Inspiration= hot sauce bottle, chess pieces, troll doll, rageddy Anne doll, stuffed animal cat, fork, cups of tea, lemon, black pepper, small tea plate and the tiles of my kitchen...
Forum: Birthdays! March 24th 2017, 07:04 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 5,306
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Happy Birthday Lizzie (PaganMama)

Happy 6th birthday! Just kidding (it I's the candles on the cake's fault)

Aw your son is cute for learning to sing Happy birthday.
Forum: Self Expression March 24th 2017, 10:15 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 1,037
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: screen printing

That's strange because I can't see it either but I know I've posted it. Well I will try to post it through Google docs and hyperlink it here when I can. Or I will upload it to my photo album
Forum: Self Harm March 23rd 2017, 07:33 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I am listening to a very interesting podcast episode and trying to drown out the fighting at home :'(
Forum: Self Expression March 23rd 2017, 04:05 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 2,051
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Poem and/or drawing a day

I want to get back into artwork and writing. I may not do both everyday but I will try to create some form of self expression each day in April. Lovely idea, btw!
Forum: Self Expression March 17th 2017, 01:55 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,121
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
I'm a bad person and everything else you've said I was

You're telling me
"What's wrong with you?"
"You're crazy"
"I am going to tell dad on you"

I said go away, get out of the kitchen, leave me alone
I swear I will throw this pot of water on...
Forum: Self Expression March 14th 2017, 04:22 AM
Replies: 5
Triggering: poem
Views: 3,664
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
poem

*possibly triggering in Self Harm and Suicide*



I zip up my mouth because I can't begin to describe how much pain I am in
Words fail me every time

I zip up my eyes because my eyes overflow...
Forum: Self Harm March 13th 2017, 04:17 AM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I watched a movie called Mean Girls and it was actually pretty good.
Forum: Self Expression March 12th 2017, 04:08 PM
Replies: 8
Triggering: what am i
Views: 1,040
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: what am i

I like how you use multiple metaphors for this and the last two lines are great too!
Forum: Self Expression March 9th 2017, 02:13 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 1,037
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: screen printing

Okay, i'm not sure why the flower shows up as black but it's supposed to be purple :nosweat: I used my little flippy phone for this. But for the other pictures, I used my sister's smart phone so you...
Forum: Self Harm March 9th 2017, 01:13 AM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Went to the House, then the art gallery opening night having to do with people's experience living with mental illness
I participated in the sticky note wall thing. Could have drawn something but...
Forum: Self Expression March 8th 2017, 11:40 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 1,037
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: screen printing

I picked up my shirt today. I will post a picture when I get home. Then I will post in the photos section a picture of me wearing it, only because I don't want my face to be public
Forum: Self Expression March 3rd 2017, 02:52 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering: ready or not
Views: 913
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
ready or not

Ready or not
They came marching in
They pulled her out of,
her hiding spot
They said she had to try harder
To be normal and socialize
Like all the other normal kids
(She was not ready)
...
Forum: Birthdays! March 2nd 2017, 07:03 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 5,265
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Happy Birthday BFG!!!

Happy Birthday Delwen!
Forum: Self Harm March 2nd 2017, 03:49 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

been hanging out at the House and will be starting a training soon and thinking of adding one more volunteer thing that I saw a flyer about in the library which is to do homework help with...
Forum: Self Expression March 2nd 2017, 02:25 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 1,037
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: screen printing

aww thank you :P I am so excited for the shirt. I wanted to write "My cat is my Patronus" but doing words on a screen is complicated and decided to stick to something simple for my first one.
I also...
Forum: Self Expression March 2nd 2017, 04:02 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 1,037
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
screen printing

I was asked if I am an artist but I got all shy and said "not really, I just make art" :p

So I made the cat and someone P made the flower. And what happened was that, there was only time left for...
Forum: Self Expression February 28th 2017, 06:17 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 973
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: nevertheless she persisted

Thank you all of you for the support and feedback.
Forum: Self Harm February 27th 2017, 11:13 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Shower and body lotion after. I never had body lotion before but now I do and it is lavender and sandalwood flavor, yummy. It feels so fresh on my skin
Forum: Self Expression February 23rd 2017, 08:58 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 973
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
nevertheless she persisted

Trying so hard not to stoop down to the level of the people who've hurt me. It is a daily struggle :(

I made affirmations into a poem.


I have it in me
To walk away
Remove myself
From...
Forum: Self Expression February 20th 2017, 05:04 AM
Replies: 6
Triggering (SH): I can tell
Views: 763
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
I can tell

You can tell something is wrong,
The trashcan says it all

You can tell there's blood flowing
Under bandages, they're hiding

You can tell there's a foul smell
That morning you left for...
Forum: Self Harm February 18th 2017, 09:01 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I was looking online for a dream catcher, prepared myself a salad, cleaned a bit, and might watch shadow hunters since I *just* got into it. I might catch up and then surprise my sister because I am...
Forum: Education and Careers February 18th 2017, 08:45 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,679
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: School project

Eating disorder survey
Are you Diagnosed with an Eating disorder? No
If so what are you diagnosed with? N/A
If not what eating disorder do you think you fit the most? EDNOS
Do you have any other...
Forum: Self Harm February 18th 2017, 03:32 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

For cutting and making new wounds, it has been 2 days.
I am still trying to not reopen wounds though.
Forum: Self Harm February 17th 2017, 04:45 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

About 12 hours which I know isn't much but to me this is huge. Back to baby steps =/
Forum: Self Expression February 16th 2017, 03:06 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering: some poem
Views: 1,937
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: some poem

thank you all so much!
Forum: Self Harm February 13th 2017, 04:45 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I am volunteering with a program that involves tutoring someone via skype. I am hanging in there till it starts in about 20 minutes
Forum: Self Harm February 8th 2017, 04:52 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I stayed up talking to my friend about silly things :hehe:

I have decided today is most likely a lazy-ish day with a few chores in the mix.

Basically I have to make sure everything is set for...
Forum: Self Expression February 7th 2017, 02:05 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering: some poem
Views: 1,937
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
some poem

It is kinda stupid, idk

-------


Keep anger in check
Respond, don't react
Build a rapport
Be a good sport
Punishments and rewards don't work
Forum: Self Expression February 2nd 2017, 08:30 PM
Replies: 6
Triggering: never ever
Views: 812
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
never ever

I'm never going to earn a wage
That's ever going to support me
I'm never going to be the age
That's ever going to soothe me*
I'm never going to find an escape
That can ever be safe and set me...
Forum: Self Harm January 30th 2017, 06:04 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

doing errands such as made phonecalls, will take the garbage out soon, and maybe go to the post office to pay the rent.
Forum: Self Harm January 24th 2017, 10:06 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Looking up an eye doctor, a general practitioner and setting up a ride for my therapist appt.
Forum: Self Harm January 23rd 2017, 03:44 AM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Watched a film
Forum: Self Expression January 16th 2017, 10:38 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering: when i move out
Views: 957
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
when i move out

When I move out
I can cut all I want
When I move out
I don't have to hide my scars
When I move out
Starving nor overeating will be spoken of
I can stay in bed for days and not go out
No...
Forum: Self Harm January 16th 2017, 02:21 AM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Going to sleep early so I don't do more self harm
Forum: Self Expression January 16th 2017, 01:48 AM
Replies: 4
Triggering (SH): another poem
Views: 1,879
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
another poem

In the medicine cabinet, three blades sit
One by one I use each one,
to slit my thighs
On my thighs, lay three marks
Three gaping wounds,
blood dripping down
Down on the floor stands the...
Forum: Birthdays! January 15th 2017, 11:38 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 5,677
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Happy birthday Ellie (Nala)!

Happy Birthday!!
Forum: Self Expression January 15th 2017, 03:01 PM
Replies: 4
Triggering: poem
Views: 1,884
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
poem

Years passed
"He will pay me back"
Repeating like a daily prayer,
I swear I believed him though I had doubt,
while,
Years were passing,
He fought for our lives
By crushing us down, he...
Forum: Self Expression January 15th 2017, 01:59 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,335
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: row your boat

thank you all of you for your feedback!
Forum: Education and Careers January 13th 2017, 10:46 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 2,397
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: college major

I wanted to be a social worker for a long time and a teacher at one point too. I mean I still love both among many other career ideas but social work was the one I was given most discouragement. Even...
Forum: Education and Careers January 11th 2017, 03:57 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,408
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Dropping out of high school

Is it possible you can transfer to an online-based school or other form of school or homeschool? Because while it is nice to be told to transfer, if you trasfer to another traditional school, that's...
Forum: Self Harm January 11th 2017, 01:17 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

tomorrow will make 2 weeks actually. But the urges is standing inches away and whispering in my ear >.< and I will never get to 13 weeks again. :(
Forum: Self Harm January 10th 2017, 09:31 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

I've been looking into getting a few craft supplies on amazon since I've gotten an amazon gift card back in the summer from doing a research study and I never spent it. I've also started watching a...
Forum: Self Expression January 6th 2017, 09:02 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,911
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
poem I wrote out of frustration

I am not a toolbox
You can't just throw tools at me
You can't just throw skills at me
You can't just throw distractions at me
I am not a disease
You can't just reduce me to my symptoms
You...
Forum: Birthdays! December 30th 2016, 11:49 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 5,645
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Happy Birthday Chess (Vargulf)!

Happy Birthday Chess! Wishing you happiness and health
Forum: Birthdays! December 30th 2016, 11:48 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 5,470
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Happy Birthday Jenna! (Kaleidoscope)

Happy birthday Jenna! Wishing you lots of happiness and good health.
Forum: Self Harm December 30th 2016, 04:20 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Snuggling with my fur baby cat.
Forum: Self Harm December 29th 2016, 10:04 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

less than a day, tbh
Forum: Announcements December 29th 2016, 04:53 PM
Replies: 16
Views: 6,341
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Happy holidays from TeenHelp!

Happy Holidays everyone!
Forum: Self Harm December 29th 2016, 02:24 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

Today was 3 months, 1 week, 2 days and some hours. Then I relapsed....zero again
Forum: General December 28th 2016, 08:30 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,466
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: How does the 'ignore user' option work?

they might know if they comment on your thread and you reply to everyone else's except theirs. Which kinda sucks, because I'd rather they not know at all. But they can't contact you anyway. Unless...
Forum: Self Harm December 27th 2016, 06:38 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Resting and trying to organize myself with to do lists
Forum: Self Expression December 27th 2016, 05:36 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,156
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: adult coloring books yeah or nah?

Thank you everyone. I saw the local store have some but Im also gonna look into what was suggested like Sudoku and word searches etc (crosswords frustrate me so much though!) Right now money is right...
Forum: Self Expression December 27th 2016, 05:31 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,774
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: poem

Thank you all of you
Forum: Self Expression December 27th 2016, 05:29 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering: One day
Views: 1,030
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: One day

Thank you all of you
Forum: Self Expression December 27th 2016, 05:28 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering: i miss you from now
Views: 946
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: i miss you from now

Thank you both
Forum: Self Harm December 27th 2016, 12:45 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

13 weeks x hours or 3 months 1 week x hours
Forum: Self Harm December 26th 2016, 02:58 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

12 weeks, 6 days, x hours or 3 months, 6 days, x hours
Forum: Anxiety and Stress December 26th 2016, 12:34 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 3,200
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
unemoloyed, anxiety, undiagnosed learning difficulty

My father left the country for 3 months. He had been the main financial provider in my childhood up untweil now. (Although I lived with my graparents for some time but I'm trying to stay relevant)
...
Forum: Self Harm December 21st 2016, 01:19 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Therapy and my support group falls on the same day so I have both today which means I will be out in the morning, back home for doing chores and errands and then back out at 4:45pm and back home...
Forum: Self Harm December 21st 2016, 01:14 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

12 weeks, 1 day and some hours. Or 3 months a day and some hours
Forum: Self Expression December 16th 2016, 12:23 AM
Replies: 5
Triggering: One day
Views: 1,030
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
One day

One day


I climbed so far only to slip back down
I reached out for help only to drown within a drown
The sliver of hope, I can turn this around.
Maybe one day I can?

I've worked through...
Forum: Self Expression December 15th 2016, 04:57 AM
Replies: 5
Triggering (Suicide): I dont know
Views: 865
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
I dont know

They say I'm gentle, I'm kind, I'm safe
They say "we need more people like you, in this cruel, bitter world"
They say, "you bring a smile on my face"
"You bring light and warmth, in times of...
Forum: Self Expression December 15th 2016, 04:37 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,774
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
poem

Such a tender heart,
purring, loving,
I can't imagine my life, without
his presence.
He showed me a new dimension of joy

He feels so soft,
warm like a mug of tea
But his poor paws,...
Forum: Self Harm December 15th 2016, 04:07 AM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

positive self talk...that's what my therapist called it XD

Working on a blog post. Doing it in intervals because I have a lot to say but get tired easily.
Forum: Self Harm December 13th 2016, 05:02 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

11 weeks and some hours.
Forum: Self Harm December 13th 2016, 02:44 AM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Imagining my future home. Or at least my future room. It used to be something I would do all the time as a child. My sister always wanted the room to be filled with mirrors (no thanks, I will pass)...
Forum: Self Expression December 12th 2016, 05:37 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,335
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: row your boat

Thank you :)
Forum: Self Expression December 12th 2016, 05:36 AM
Replies: 5
Triggering: i miss you from now
Views: 946
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: i miss you from now

Thank you Brittany. Sorry to hear you're going through something similar. But glad this resonates with you :hug:
Forum: Self Expression December 12th 2016, 05:33 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,156
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: adult coloring books yeah or nah?

Thank you all of you for your input. I'm still hesitating (probably a sign that I need to relax) but yeah... I appreciate it
Forum: Self Harm December 10th 2016, 07:52 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

10 weeks and something days. Monday will be 11 weeks though.
Forum: Self Expression December 10th 2016, 06:21 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,156
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
adult coloring books yeah or nah?

My personal opinion is that children doing coloring books can be problematic.

But I also read articles that for adults it can be beneficial because it lowers stress and teaches you mindfulness...
Forum: Self Expression December 10th 2016, 05:08 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering: i miss you from now
Views: 946
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
i miss you from now

I miss spending time with you
I miss having tea and conversations
I miss playing chess and bike riding
Our time wasn't perfect but I appreciate it for what it was
Even if you couldn't do for...
Forum: Self Expression December 10th 2016, 05:06 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,335
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
row your boat

Row row row your boat
Moving quickly as can be
The howls and growls
bring you back down
So try to swallow your screams
Forum: Self Harm December 9th 2016, 07:51 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

music+cleaning
Forum: Self Harm December 6th 2016, 06:52 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

10 weeks and almost a day
Forum: Relationships and Dating December 5th 2016, 10:58 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,259
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: What is considered to be socially acceptable age range dating for teens?

So I was writing a long post about the legal age of consent for sex and realized that dating won't necessarily include sexual behaviors. So in that sense I don't think there is any specific legal...
Forum: Self Harm December 5th 2016, 06:14 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

In less than 4 hours, it will be 10 whole weeks. Gulp.
Forum: Self Harm December 5th 2016, 06:09 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Writing things out (although I have a lot more to write)
So I bought this nail polish with a free $10 gift certificate that I was offered from Nordstorm and I am making it my way to celebrate the 8...
Forum: Self Harm December 3rd 2016, 05:48 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

9 weeks 4 days almost 5.
Forum: Self Expression December 3rd 2016, 04:28 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 858
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
best friend

You're a great friend to me,
A super awesome lovely creature
I said it aloud, I said it proud
And now the jinx ninjas are lurking about
Their eyes are glaring in the dark,
Their teeth are...
Forum: Self Harm December 1st 2016, 01:54 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

1. Distractions-
2. Changing my perspective, challenging the negative thoughts in the best way I know how. Trying to see things differently. That I'm not a bad person; I'm a survivor of bad things...
Forum: Self Harm December 1st 2016, 01:42 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

9 weeks, 2 days onto 3 days
Forum: Self Harm November 22nd 2016, 11:05 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

prepared dinner and baked cookies. Looked through some movie lists to decide what to watch tonight.
Forum: Self Expression November 22nd 2016, 01:15 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 846
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Dinner Time Blues-A play based on a true story

This is just a really silly piece based on something that did happen a few days ago. I tried making it melodramatic. I just have make light of stressful things I guess.



Dinner time blues

...
Forum: Self Harm November 22nd 2016, 12:41 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

Eight weeks. Some hours. I just reached my half goal. Now onwards to my full goal-12 weeks. YIKES
Forum: Self Harm November 17th 2016, 03:02 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

7 weeks and 2 days and some hours. I guess I messed up with the counting earlier
Forum: Self Harm November 17th 2016, 03:00 AM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Writing out a blog post. Wrote poems. Working on throwing away my blades
Forum: Self Expression November 17th 2016, 01:53 AM
Replies: 3
Triggering: too cold to cry
Views: 772
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
too cold to cry

When your eyes see and your ears hear
faster than your brain comprehends
When you're overwhelmed with hurt
and your energy has been drained
Cross fingers the heat will start
Pull in knees...
Forum: Self Harm November 15th 2016, 10:03 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

7 weeks and 2 days
Forum: Self Expression November 15th 2016, 07:22 PM
Replies: 3
Triggering (Suicide): Pandora
Views: 907
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Pandora

That awkward moment when you cry from your own writing :nosweat:





I'm a cancer-causing agent
You said so yourself
At any given moment,
I can make you have
Forum: Why Me? November 15th 2016, 06:05 PM
Replies: 10,910
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 498,072
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't deserve to be cared about but I still crave it. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to die but I also want recovery. I feel so sad and hurt and used and stepped on.
Forum: Self Expression November 15th 2016, 05:53 PM
Replies: 4
Triggering: my cat
Views: 829
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
my cat

I snuggle with my cat
His gentle sweet purring
comforts me
He doesn't judge me
He doesn't hurt me
He doesn't punish me
He loves me

I feel so warm around him
But sometimes I don't...
Forum: Self Expression November 15th 2016, 05:01 PM
Replies: 8
Triggering (Suicide): it
Views: 844
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: it

Thank you all of you

@Abibliophobe- oooh I wanna see your spontaneous poems :3
Forum: Self Expression November 15th 2016, 05:00 PM
Replies: 4
Triggering: poem
Views: 3,403
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: poem

Thank you all of you :hug:
Forum: Self Expression November 15th 2016, 04:58 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 773
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: silly

Thank you for the feedbacks
Forum: Self Harm November 15th 2016, 04:10 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

7 weeks, 1 day, some hours
Forum: Self Expression November 15th 2016, 03:42 AM
Replies: 3
Triggering: that dress
Views: 937
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
that dress

That torn up dress
In the very back, of your closet
Stashed beneath boxes
Forgotten

You had a bad day, today
You feel so angry
But the pillow case is brand new

You think who to call out...
Forum: Self Harm November 13th 2016, 11:37 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

6 weeks, 6 days, like an hour and a half
Forum: Disabilities November 13th 2016, 10:50 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,676
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Disability.

Hey there,
A few people mentioned this to me and I felt similar to you. The thing to consider is that disability can be short or long term. You may be able to get disability income until you are in...
Forum: Self Harm November 13th 2016, 04:07 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

6 weeks, 5 days, some hours. Not sure how. Urges have been so hard to resist
Forum: Self Harm November 12th 2016, 02:33 AM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Browsing the web on certain topics, I guess I can make it sound fancy and call it "research" :hehe:

Honestly I had no energy today and have been struggling with self-starving, and skin picking...
Forum: Self Harm November 12th 2016, 02:26 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

Don't even know how but 6 weeks, 4 days and some hours. Not sure how I'm getting through this.
Forum: Self Expression November 11th 2016, 09:01 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering (SH): 6 weeks
Views: 861
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: 6 weeks

Thank you so much



Thank you and no problem, go ahead :)
Forum: Self Expression November 10th 2016, 03:48 AM
Replies: 4
Triggering: poem
Views: 3,403
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
poem

Put a trigger warning because it is about the results of our election and not sure how it comes across


All we have left is each other
The chance to stand together
We decide the stories we...
Forum: Self Harm November 9th 2016, 10:48 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

6 weeks and 2 days
Forum: Self Harm November 9th 2016, 09:18 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,909
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Feel like breaking a bone and cutting.

Essa, I am so sorry. I know a lot of people are really shaken up by this. We are all suffering in our own way for different reasons but we can be here for each other. When I and my family were close...
Forum: Self Expression November 8th 2016, 11:16 PM
Replies: 8
Triggering (Suicide): it
Views: 844
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: it

Thank you and cool play on the word :3
Forum: Self Harm November 8th 2016, 02:17 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

6 weeksssss
Forum: Self Expression November 7th 2016, 11:26 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 773
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
silly

Someone wrote a prompt-thing
"If you are a poet, drop a stanza in the comments"


If I were a poet

If I were a poet
I'd spare you a bar or five
But instead I'd spare you a quarter ...
Forum: Self Expression November 7th 2016, 11:15 PM
Replies: 5
Triggering (SH): 6 weeks
Views: 861
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
6 weeks

Today,
I make six weeks free
Please don't tell me
How proud you are of me

Today,
I count the ways,
I used to punish myself.
For forty-two days
I am missing out.
Forum: Self Harm November 7th 2016, 04:27 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

5 weeks, 6 days and some hours.
Can't believe I'm getting close to my half goal of 8 weeks
Forum: Self Harm November 6th 2016, 05:15 PM
Replies: 231
Views: 21,127
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: how are you beating self harm?

Hid my blades to make it hard to reach
Shame I can't give them to a family member because they are not into supporting me =/

In chatroom on TH
Brainstorming ideas for holiday ideas and a...
Forum: Self Expression November 6th 2016, 01:21 AM
Replies: 8
Triggering (Suicide): it
Views: 844
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: it

I admit, this was spontaneous and a response poem to someone else's work that began with "It gets better"

I confess, I confused myself with it too. And wasn't sure about posting :?
I've been...
Forum: Self Harm November 5th 2016, 07:48 PM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

5 weeks and 4 days and 20 something hours-so almost 5
Forum: Self Harm November 5th 2016, 04:17 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

5 weeks, 4 days and however many hours

I really thought I wouldn't make it through. And I mean suicidal urges besides merely self harm. So I so far got through that too
Forum: Self Expression November 4th 2016, 05:26 AM
Replies: 8
Triggering (Suicide): it
Views: 844
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
it

It will get better, I bet
Although we have yet, to
define "It"
"It'll be okay", they say
"It happens for a reason"
Just hang in there
I don't mean to rain on your parade
But I hang in every...
Forum: Self Harm November 4th 2016, 03:42 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

Little did she know, but it was in fact possible to make it through tonight
5 weeks, 3 days, some odd hours.
My got through my goal of 4 weeks
My next goal is 12 weeks.
My half goal is 8 weeks.
Forum: Self Harm November 2nd 2016, 03:36 AM
Replies: 21,427
Views: 976,498
Posted By NeuroBeautiful
Re: Self harm free!

5 weeks, 1 day, 5.5 hours
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