im feeling worse and i still dont know what wrong i want to give in to the thoughts of self harm so much but i know if i do it wont help. im tired of crying i dont know why im feeling this way i just dont know what to do. i just feel so alone i feel all these emotions all at once i just feel so overwhelmed and i dont know why im feeling overwhelmed and me not knowing whats making me feel this way makes me even more upset. i just want to give in to these thoughts so badly. i want to slice my arm...

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im ready to cry right now im feeling so low and i dont even know why and it sucks. i wish that i knew why im feeling like this the thoughts of self harm are there but i have not acted on them yet and i dont want to. what the fuck is wrong with me

There's no holding back. I've been sitting in my room for a couple of hours, trying to distract myself. It's not working. I'm going to binge. God, I'm disgusting. Maybe I'll still be able to stop myself. Maybe it won't happen. Maybe I won't have the opportunity. But that's unlikely. Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat. That's all I am. Just fat and useless.

Hey guys(: so I was wanting to get my cartilage pierced sort of near the top but like on the side and i have a few questions.
1. How much does it hurt compared to a lobe piercing? (I was told that if you pinch your lobe and your cartilage, then the cartilage will hurt more, but the lobe hurts more to me)
2. I heard you really shouldn't get it don't by gun. What would happen if I did?
3. At my dads house I have a pool, how long until I will be able to swim again?...

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