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losing (Possibly triggering)

Posted August 8th 2012 at 06:26 PM by monkey01 (Chantelle's Blog)
Updated October 11th 2012 at 05:10 PM by Palmolive (Adding triggering prefix)

well my arm is in a cast i punched a wall and broke my wrist i cut sunday and i feel like cutting again i want to so so bad. i haven't eaten since sunday everytime i try to i end up in tears i just cant bring myself to eat. im losing my battle to everything i just cant take much more. i dont really feel any emotion anymore. im just tired of living this way. i just dont know what to do i want to get better so bad i wanted to get better before school starts but now that will be impossible im tired...

monkey01

trying to be strong

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08 August 2012

Posted August 8th 2012 at 05:22 AM by i_like_black (Being good at being stupid doesn't count.)

Four years to the day since the start of the Beijing Olympics. I know, I was there. It was awesome, and I'm mildly gutted not to be in London for the London games. I am further gutted that our TV doesn't have reception for the free channel that's playing coverage of the Olympics.

Moved house on the 23rd of July, just got internet and landline connected today. We're still on emergency power, waiting for our GloBug stuff to arrive. GloBug is basically pre-paid power, so we need to make...

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Awesomesauce.

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Enough. trig

Posted August 8th 2012 at 02:56 AM by escape♥
Updated August 8th 2012 at 03:26 AM by escape♥

Tags eating disorder, pain, self-harm, suicide, thin

I'm so done. I'm trying, and fighting everything with my whole exsistence, and it's never enough. Never fighting strong enough, never good enough, thin enough, deep enough. Never enough.
The self-hatred is growing in me like a cancer. Raging like a bull, getting more and more intense every day.
I would do anything to be thin. And I mean literally anything. You name

...

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Happiness is waiting for you<3

Posted in Rampant Thoughts in the Unforgiving Darkness

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Reminder: Maximising your productivity discussions tonight!

Posted August 4th 2012 at 11:00 AM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)

Source: Notice | Facilitated Chat Room Discussions.

Reminder: Maximising your productivity discussions tonight!

There are three scheduled discussions on the topic of maximising your productivity in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (BST), the second will be held at 8pm Eastern US time (EDT), and the third will be held at...

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Magazine Side Table

Posted August 3rd 2012 at 11:37 PM by goonybug96
Updated August 4th 2012 at 01:28 PM by goonybug96

For my first recycled magazine project I chose to do a side table, something that I actually need. And the magazine table is perfect! My bed stand is always cluttered with little nick-knacks and I always knock them off the table when I blindly hit the alarm clock in the morning. Now there is only room for my clock and the book I'm reading at the time.

Basically, you fold 10-page sections of pages into the center crease of the magazine. Do this for about 2 or 3 magazines (or in my case,...

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what is wrong with me (possibly triggering)

Posted August 2nd 2012 at 02:25 PM by monkey01 (Chantelle's Blog)
Updated August 3rd 2012 at 08:54 PM by monkey01 (Adding triggering prefix)

i still have no idea what is making me feel this upset. i still haven't cut but its so hard not to. i want to give in so fucking bad i want to tear my arm up. i just don't care anymore i just want to be done with everything and everyone forever im tired of feeling this way and not knowing why. i just dont want to deal with this or anything anymore. im just ready to give up. i just quit goodbye

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trying to be strong

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Social Networking: Monthly Roundup.

Posted July 31st 2012 at 11:00 AM by TeenHelp (Project Blog)

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Social Networking: Monthly Roundup.

For those of you who haven't been following our Social Networking pages, this is what we've been posting about over the last month:

July 1st: SOCIAL: A poor network of friends can be more harmful than smoking! Learn how health is affected by your relationships. http://bit.ly/LJHTZ8...

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Again? trig

Posted July 30th 2012 at 12:32 AM by Lumos.

I was doing so good. I was happy and confident, had no urges then all the sudden i want to cut up my skin hundreds of times. And feel so down. The night before last i couldn't stop crying, my mom was annoying me and all i wanted to do was cut. I distracted myself, drew pictures, wrote, and listened to music. It worked for that day. I didn't cut but i still have the urges. Starting to to think its better to give up.

I don't have a therapy appointment for another month. I just need...

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Used to be Don'tForget

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I'm not good with words (triggering)

Posted July 30th 2012 at 12:16 AM by ~Misguided Ghosts~ (My wheekings)

Tags denial, good enough, pretty, self harm, smart, success, therapist, weight

I'll never be good enough. I'm NOT good enough. I question every little thing I do and it's just not right.

I get scared when people ask me for advice because a lot of the time I'm not in the right state of mind to do it, or am scared I won't have the answers and then they'll get upset, but I just can't say no.

I'm never going to be smart enough. Someone will always be so much better than me and get all the attention and I'll be left in the dust. They'll be the ones to...

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But I'm just a ghost.

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FUCK

Posted July 28th 2012 at 05:00 PM by monkey01 (Chantelle's Blog)
Updated July 29th 2012 at 02:00 AM by monkey01

im feeling worse and i still dont know what wrong i want to give in to the thoughts of self harm so much but i know if i do it wont help. im tired of crying i dont know why im feeling this way i just dont know what to do. i just feel so alone i feel all these emotions all at once i just feel so overwhelmed and i dont know why im feeling overwhelmed and me not knowing whats making me feel this way makes me even more upset. i just want to give in to these thoughts so badly. i want to slice my arm...

monkey01

trying to be strong

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