I've been dreading this day for months. I've been having nightmares about it.

I got three As and a D. Pretty decent grades, I mean the three As are good. Just the D is getting me down.

Media I was expecting a high grade. I'm dropping it even with the A because the coursework stressed me out to much. I don't want another year filled with anxiety and depression, and one way of helping that is by dropping media. Plus it means fuck all to me now that I've changed...

to be honest i dont want to die i just want to see chelsey i think its finally hit me that i'll never see chelsey again. i went to her funeral it was a open casket she doesn't even look like herself i had to leave and come home i couldn't handle it. i just miss her so much. i should be dead not her. its my fault she was there when the drunk driver was there i told her to come home cause i needed her if she didnt leave then she wouldn't of been there to get hit. i miss her and i just don't know what...

How come I get the chance to live my life and Chelsey doesn't it's not fair. i feel so lost, sad, angry, guilty, depressed, confused, hurt, heartbroken and so many other things the worst part is she was about 3 minutes away from home. I was reading through my texts and last text Chelsey sent me said I miss you. She sent it coming home from the mall I only know that cause she said before that text leaving now be home in 15 I replied ok then she sent me the I miss you one and I replied I miss you...

Sam got let out of respite so she's home and it's birthday tomorrow so we will be having drinks. Sam also said that Leisa's coming over tomorrow.

I got a phone call from a number I didn't recognise so I answered it, and it was probation. Me and Sam both freaked out because we both thought the police were going to come and arrest me for breach. Oops. Anyway, the lady came to my place, and basically just did the supervision appointment there, and I'm back on weekly appointments....

I'm pretty sure today is Sunday. Although I have been getting the days of the week a little bit mixed up, because I haven't really been paying attention to them, and the shows on FOUR are the same Monday through Friday. Wait, today MUST be Sunday, because Top Chef was on. Solved.

Jess ran out of tobacco. Completely and entirely. No tailies, no rollies, no money til Wednesday. Gutted. So Jess has to fill her time with other things. Jess cleaned the rest of the inside windows, and established...

My birthday tommorrow, the day of arguments and being alone >_< Parents are working again and friends are all busy. Guess it's just me and my thoughts... I really need someone right now

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Who am I kidding, I've never worked in an office and never plan to. How boring would that be?

Although currently I have a couple of absolutely awesome ideas that might involve offices. (On a side note, I need to trim my fingernails.)

The first idea was to start an adult institute of sport. Where you can be coached and compete in the sport of your choice, regardless of how old you are when you start. I don't think age should be a barrier to sporting achievement but unfortunately,...

my sister got hit by a drunk driver and she passed away earlier this morning i miss her so much she did so much for me if it weren't for her i would not be where i am today. i keep asking myself why her and i cannot come up with a answer. i wish it were me instead of her she meant the world to me its not fair. i cannot bring myself to go into my room cause me and her shared a room. its not fair she was to young to die she was only 14 she was out with her friends having fun she was almost home she...

So, my day started early. As in it was still freaking dark, when my neighbour knocks on my door, and keeps knocking until I answer it . . . "got any filters?" . . . NO! And I was ASLEEP! So sick of that neighbour

And then at 9:00am my alarm went off, like it's supposed to, so I let Cheeky out of the laundry and then went back to bed. 20 minutes later, the phone rings, and it was Sam, checking I'd be home cos she got some leave and wanted to visit. So I dragged...